Use your words…. (8)

“Bottles up…” Klaus yelled out

“Oh wait Raise yo mother fucking glass! My big bro getting married to the love of his life my beautiful sister Miss. Bethany Miles. Bethany we love you, all of us. I’m so glad to see you all happy” Klaus said with tears in her eyes

“Drink, Klaus has had many and forgot” Marlo said taking the mic

Aya, pressed against me while sipping my drink, she was feeling nice like most everyone. My hand around my waist, she felt so nice next to me.

Everyone had a speech Nikki, Marlo and Nori. Did not thank god the cake started coming out to the floor. Thank God I was ready that was never my thing, being in the front. Bethany taps her glass with a fork, the crowd grew quit.

“Thank, all for coming! I want to say something to everyone one… life is short! Love with you Hearts love with your mind your body your spirit. But most of all love make it often make it in everything that you do. Making love isn’t always about sex not always anyway. Gabe is the love of my life, she gives me the World even before we had money. Things weren’t perfect not always, but she loves me even when I don’t love myself. Her friends love me more the I could ever hope for. Nikki the outgoing love, Marlo the stand offish one, Klaus the one who saves you and my Levi. Levi, I love you, I’ve never shared to others why only Gabe knows! I almost gave up on life two years ago, but by the grace of God the holly father my phone call Levi. I’ll never know how but she heard my cry and she called 911 Gabe, Nikki, Klaus, Nori and my mother! They found me with the find my phone! Levi, I love you with all my heart and Levi baby that woman at your side I love for you and you love her to! We are the same in this way Levi.”

walking over toward me, she hugged me with all her might Gabe assisted her in her walking!

“Tell her, because you do” she said

Thank god she had put the mic down.

“She love you too Levi, that hurt is over” she said

“Me and Gabe love you” she hugged me

“Come put your arms around them” she asked

Bethany asked so they all fucking group hugged me, what the fuck?.

“I’m sorry you know how much she care about you” Gabe said in a low voice

Holding back the tears for my eyes, Aya who was sitting there the whole time swept my face with Palm of her hand.

“Come on let’s get some air” she suggested

“She never deserve to be treated that way in the first place” Bethany said rolling her eyes

“ I don’t understand why she’s here I’ve never liked her not ever” Bethany added

“Baby, baby” Gabe said giving her strong eye contact

“She can’t treat Levi like that and then just try to show up” Bethany had had too many!

On the back patio I finally could relax on the outside sofa.

“Look what I have” she smile

She had a splif, Klaus to rolled it earlier that day. I know when the last time I hit a joint that hard was. Honestly she had thought of everything, more importantly she actually thought of me.

“ help me Roll this dress up”she said

“ I wanna sit across your lap, and there’s nobody else out here” she added

She held my splif while I rolled up her dress, to my surprise she actually smoked it.

“You panties are pretty, can I take them off and put in my pocket” I ask

“ they belong to you, do whatever you want” she smiled

I pulled them down, taking them from my hand. she sat On my lap facing me. She put my splif to my mouth. She is fucking crazy sexy as fuck. She tucked her panties in in my pocket leaving the string hanging out. I could see her flower between her legs and she have blossomed for me.

“Can i touch it?” I ask

“ it’s yours, do you ask for you own things?” She replied

Rubbing in to her Valley

I hit the splif once more, then go deeper in her valley her flower bloomed nice and big”

“I Love you, Levi it’s true” I whisper

“I know it’s hard to say” she added

“No it not”……

“I Love you…!”

“Don’t ride to hard, you’ll cum on my black pants” I say

“I’m ready to go then” she said

“ really?” I ask

“Yes”she laugh

“My babe said she loves me, I need you now” she squeals

“I do love you” I say

She took her shoes off, grabbed my hand an started running. “The car baby, the car” she said the laughter filling the night sky.

“Devon open the car” she yelled twice

On arrival the door is open the music is playing Devon was in the front seat. I have never seen a woman take her close off that fast…

“Babe I’ll get the zipper” I tell her

“No put this on” I said

It’s was my strap, she packed it, without hesitation I tried to put it on, the strap was my way and I needed my way.

“Take you bra off” she said

“Ok” I say quick

She tried to get on top, but no I pinned her down I stroked her a hard as I could, stroke after stroke the next deeper harder! She opened up for me! Her legs wide, her breast bouncing. I watched as I insert into her how she cried out for more. My hair draped over her while she threw it back! It was rough wild I gripped one hand around her neck and squeeze. Her hand rubbing over the one squeezing her never moving it. Her mouth opening, I suck her lips but never stop stroking her. I am in love with feeling love by this woman! Coming back spreading her legs wider lifting on in the air I kiss her up! She’s mine and can fucking feel it burning through my body. She’s fucking mine only mine, I’m stoking so fast she cries out my name so loud the once more!

“I’m I hurting you” I ask

“No,no,no, don’t stop” she grips on to my hips

pulling me in hard.

I pull back off her the push in hard my hand around her throat once again, I stroke her hard with all I got. she gives it back I love this woman she mine. Me Levi I love her she’s fucking mine, feeling her explode I still can’t stop, she vibrates for a moment then I feel the fire blazing within and I come releasing all i have to give. She lays in my arms for a moment, my weight falls on top of her!

We look like we were in a fight, how could we go back in the party?

“Baby we’re going back to say bye, we have to” she laughed

She hands me a brush, and a ponytail holder. Her hair was all over how on earth were we going to fix this. She guided me the best she could.

“just brush hard and straight back, don’t be afraid” she said helping me pull the hair back

Looking in the mirror she smiles…

“they are going to know,” she laughed the look on her face she did not care of what anyone thought. We continued to dress, she turned for my assistance with the zipper, similar to how the evening started, I kiss her back slowly. She was the reason my heart was still above water, she had become the reason for my happiness. In turn I was learning to enjoy life in what seemed to be a real and hopeful way.

As we made our way across the field we had earlier ran, I lifted her on my back for a piggy back ride her shoes were left where we were resting on the sofa. We were caught up in the moment, ran of leaving them.

Back at the party, Bethany still enjoying herself and drinks flying all over the place as we entered.

Nikki ran up “well shit where the fuck have you been the past hour” she said

“fuck it, my fucking boy!” she screamed over the music

“hey sister,” she said then kissed Aya

Spinning her around you hear

Cups Up, by Govana

Aya, whined up her body and here comes Bethany and Nori.  They turned up the place, was nice to watch.

Nun Reason  


“Me a real badman, that’s why she love me” Aya sung along with music

Watching her with my family my friends, a vision of what was real became clear. Everything thing life had to offer was at my fingertips.

Dinner and a Movie… (7)

“Who the fairest of them all?” I say to her as she looks her looks herself over.

The smile she give come from within. I could see the joy I bring to her, as my eased around her waist. Softly kissing the middle of her bare back. Freckles trickle along the spine of her back, i begin to trace the pattern then kissing once her once more where the pattern ends. She turns to me, she was astonishing in every way.

“What do you think” she asked while fiddling with the ends of my hair.

Her dress was pink with what looked to be diamonds brushed all over. The dress fit like a glove the draped to the floor. A deep cut down the cleavage, her skin was nicely oiled with a golden mist over her honey colored completion. She didn’t have a hair out of place, her hair was drawn back to a ponytail with a part through the middle.

Looking her in the eyes took my breath away slightly, however finding the words “ you look beautiful”

She smirks and rolled her eyes, wrapping my hand around my hair. Followed by her signature kiss to the the check.

“I have a secret” she whispered in my ear

I could feel the air she blow over my ear after, <<<<<FUCK>>>>> she sexy as fuck.

“What is it babe?” I asked

“I need you” again she whispers

“I need you too” I reply

Wrapping my arms around her once more, this time only pulling her nearer to me. Her hands holding my face she looked at me, this time different from anytime before.

“Levi” she said in a low voice

Before she could say anything I replied “I know”

Moving her hands from my face I say to her once more “I know”

Devon had arrived with the car, gathering our things we hurry to the car didn’t want to keep Gabe and Bethany waiting after all it was there night. I help her in the car, after all she was my queen of England.

The venue was St. Ives Country Club, the car pulled around we were about 20 minute late. Devon opened the door, once I exiting the car i reach for my lady. Feeling the looks in our direction, this is what happens when your late to a event! She looks in the mirror for a beat, then her hand reaches for me. Her hand was elegant, she stepped out standing to her feet. Seemingly more beautiful then even before, maybe it was the lighting from the lanterns aligning the walk way.

Walking up the walk way she looked to me. “You look so handsome, but Levi your face is beautiful” she said

Glancing in her direction I smile, but inward my sagittarius vibrations were blazing.

This was no cake tasting I had ever seen before. The place was full of faces I hadn’t seen in years, and many faces I had never seen before. Our place setting read The Okaffor’s Levi and Aya written in Gold over black. Seeing our names that way gave me chills, that felt so right. Aya picked it up looking it over then placed it back down. She grabbed my hand, lifting to me I gently kiss it.

Most everyone was seated, Klaus was with Carla her on again off again girlfriend, Nikki was with My sister Nori, and Marlo was not at the table yet and Gabe and Bethany were seated at the head of the table.

Nikki and my sister had been a under cover thing for many years, I knew Nikki loved her and Nori did too. It was nice seeing them together publicly, put to rest the guessing if Nikki was single. Her online Personna, Nikki the bachelor. Nikki raised her glass in my direction , mouth the words ( you look good babe). I nod back in her direction. I had decided on a black look from head to toe, my suit shirt was black with a light pink trim to match Aya’s dress. She had the pink dusted to look like her dress. Truth was we looked damn good, and to myself I thought “the baddest bitch in the fucking room belong to fucking me”. Looking down I chuckle, then lightly run my finger down her back then rub lightly over her ass as she leans in to view a picture Klaus was showing on her phone. Everyone was enjoying the evening, chatting and laughing. Bethany makes her way around the table to greet Aya. Aya stands to her feet as Bethany taps he shoulder, two beauties the hug. Aya stood between my legs, then squeezing my thigh to let pass.

“Oh my I met you the lovely Bethany” she said hugging her again

“Yes, oh gosh you are more beautiful then Gabe described you” Bethany squealed

“Thank you darling, but this is your night” Aya replied

“Im so happy for you, you look ever so beautiful this night” Aya added

“I’m so glad to meet you, and thank you so much” Bethany said, here voice Full of joy

“I’m glad to see Levi happy” Bethany added, looking to me

Aya extend her hand then brushed my check.

“She has captured my heart” Aya said looking away from me to Bethany

“Come on dear let’s to the rest room, before the show starts.

Aya, whispers to me “I’m going to the resting room with Bethany.”

She kisses my check, then once more on the lips.

They make there way down the hall there arms interlocked.

“Looks like somebody is in love!” Klaus says smiling

“Bethany, is in love too” Gabe laughed

“She could not wait to meet her” Gabe added

“I see, it’s a good thing right?” I ask

“She hate everything and everyone, yeah it’s fucking phenomenal” Gabe laughed

“Don’t skip what I asked” Klaus laughed

The crowd became loud as I pause before answering.

“Yes… now leave it” I say taking a very large sip of champagne

“Real shit” Gabe said

A tear ran down Nori’s cheek, then the other Nikki tried wiping her face with the napkin. I have never told a woman I loved her, even in moments when wanted to. This evening for instance, with Aya. Nori told me for years that I had never known real love, I never admitted that she was right. She knew I was hurting, made sure she stayed away. Hating how much I was hurt and down Nori’s love for me was different, one of blood and family. Always saying she could feel my pain, even while away. Her tear began to form in to crying.

“It’s ok I’m ok now” I say to her, placing my hand in hers

“She’s a good woman” Nikki said to Nori

“This is a happy event, no crying” Marlo said pulling out a chair

Everyone’s attention expect Nikki turns to Marlo.

“You all know Kiana, right” she said as Kiana took the seat she was holding for her

“Hello Kiana, it’s been a while” Carla said

Carla was always the shy type, she wasn’t aware of everything that have been happening. she had been studying broad the past seven months. due to Covid haven’t been able to come home until a week ago.

“Yes, a long while” Kiana said

Kiana gave a death stare across the table…

The table hand became uneasy. Nikki stood to her feet, placing her hand on Nori’s shoulder.

“I hadn’t realized you and Nori were official” Kiana said

“ or should I say public, you were always sleeping together” she add

“None of that we are all family here” Marlo laugh then sitting

Her table card read Marlo and Misty.

“Man what the fuck?” Gabe slams her hand to the table

The room grow quit, on looks start to whisper. Again, Gabe pounds the table, this time louder the before. The party became silent, the music stopped. It’s seem even the servers stopped walking. Gabe’s wrath was clear, you could see the fire in her eyes. As I rise to my feet there they both stood. The women of the hour and Aya.

“What is going on” Bethany asked

Nikki quickly stood grabbing the host mic “everything is ok, everyone grab a drink” Nikki said

Slightly out of breath this time “turn the music up” wind leaving her body

“What’s going on babe?” Bethany said again

Nikki hurried to walk Bethany to her set.

“Answer me Nikki” she Demanded

Aya stood looking confused but beautiful, The music filled the room. I guess someone them to play it louder, The music fill the room like a night club. Nikki, Nori, And Klaus head to the dance floor, to change the vibe. Klaus grabbed Aya as they walked by, we had been friends for so long I knew the queue. Making my way back to the table to get Carla. We all head to the floor the night was young! The party became a party, Nikki had away of making things ok.

The open bar called, we I thought I heard it. Sitting down I realized it had found Gabe and Nikki as well.

“Drinks on me” Gabe laughed

“Shit I fucking know” Nikki said back

“So now to your ass, twiggy” Nikki hit me in the arm

“You ain’t got to say the shit bro, I love her for you!” Nikki add squeezing me

“Fuck, that shit look good on you to” Gabe interjected

Easing her way between my legs, I grab on her ass pulling her closer.

“What looks good on my baby” Aya said, wrapping her arms fully around my neck

“You” Nikki Laughed

“I know, that’s why she’s mine, all mine” Aya said

The drinks were setting in and she was so happy in this moment.

“Aya, Marlo brought Kiana, I would never have disrespected you.” Gabe said

“Don’t bother yourself, I knew she would be here” Aya laugh

“Levi, this Levi is mine I don’t play games about what’s mine” Aya said hands hold my face

“Ok ok ok, shit” Nikki replied her look said it all

“She got me fucked up” Aya snapped

“I assume she’s here for Gabe and Bethany otherwise she will get her feelings hurt” Aya said as turned to sit on my lap

“There you are” Bethany said as she kissed Aya softly on the lips

“Oh Levi, I love her” Bethany said

“So do I” I say as Bethany kissed my check

Gabe and Nikki bump each other

“I love her Levi” Bethany said as Gabe put her arms around her

“I love her too I promise” I reply

The music blaring over the place seemed everyone had made the way to the bar. Nori, hugged me and Aya. I could see Bethany was happy and Gabe was happy she was fucking happy. I used to wonder why she spent so much time making her happy, but now I know.

Back at the table Klaus and Carla had join back with Marlo and Kiana. Kiana had seen the the table settings for The Okaffor’s. That all chatted, the vibe was awkward. Everyone was making there way back to the table. The food was being served The number of servers bringing out the food look like something out of a movie. Aya, sat next to Kiana with no hesitation, sitting then immediately drawing her attention to me.

“My baby fucking fine, and fucking mine” she whispered the kissing my lips

Clearly Aya, don’t play I love that shit it was a turn on! Everyone seemed to be enjoying themselves. Drinks being tossed, memories being made, reminiscing on old times. Bethany was happy she was my sister, not by blood but in my heart. This was my family, days like these are what life are about.

Cake… (6)

Falling to my bed, the fragrance surrounding smelled of her. The perfume she wore with a hint of sex. I had fallen from a dark place, and woken up! The sun was setting on the day. The Sun is beautiful at the moment when the amber starts to break and night begins to fall. The last four months for devastating it would seem like the snap fingers they were over. I had an eaten a full meal so long I could barely remember what it was like.

In this fours month I lost many things, weight, my girlfriend, my sanity, sense of hope, most importantly time. They say plant to seed and watch them grow. My artwork were those seeds, I’ve planted many of them. Lying there I googled my #Artjunki I had over 20,000 tags who me oh my, I couldn’t believe it. Hell, I never thought to check them.

There was a particular photo that stood out to me. #ArtJunkie Mrs. Shepard, it was the first piece I sold after Kiana and I broke up. The piece was called Lost girl, It was posted in my online gallery, I didn’t price it bidding only. Last girl became popular due to its resemblance Kiana, the dreads were made of fire, her skin was made of wood and a total Demonstration being actually a puzzle missing a many piece. It meant something that way and that form.

I don’t believe she’s ever seen it. This piece sold for 3,475 surprising being that it was such a personal piece for me. When I think back on that day I had five pieces up for bidding. Lost girl sold first and fast! Trying not to spend too much time dwelling on the situation. My mind screamed out I needed to know who Miss Shepherd was. To my friends it may have seemed i didn’t care but honestly, I was processing too much at once. My life had flipped upside down and I’m trying to fly right again.
Hell I was still trying to wrap my head around this past week. I saw Kiana and I didn’t give a flying fuck. I haven’t even given it a single thought passed the moment it happened.

Am I a monster?
Am I numb?
Will I regret this?

Fuck it D none of the above!

I’m good on that, recently I saw a post. “If I had to heal from you, then I’m never letting you back in my life!” Author unknown

My feelings in a nut shell.

Bleep bleep….

Nikki: bro when the wedding?
Levi: right around the corner.
Nikki: damn dog I knew your ass was in love! I can’t lie I like her for you.

What the hell is Nikki going on about, here I am thinking she’s talking about Gabe and Bethanys wedding. I’m going to take her on a ride.

Levi: me too…
Nikki: are you all together?
Levi: I want to be.
Nikki: shit that’s real
Nikki: so let me guess you put that shit down on you.
Levi: Aya, is different, but I want her every minute of the day

As the conversation with Nikki continued I realized, I wasn’t taking her out anyway what I was saying was true maybe not the marriage part not yet anyway. All the rest extremely true I wanted to be with her!

Nikki: damn bro that shit sounds nice as hell.
Levi: lol.., yeah
Nikki: tell her, don’t forget you get in your way with love shit. Tell her
Levi: I will I promise this

Group Chat:
Gabe: so you in love with her?
Klaus: I’m fucking loving what I’m hearing
Nikki: I had to!
Levi: maybe…
Gabe: tell her!
Nikki: I told her this!
Klaus: did you eat?
Nikki: food!!!!
Levi: I ate some soup
Gabe: not food? Lmao…
Levi: that too!
Klaus: bro you already have a strong jaw, that shit going to be real Chiseled!
Levi: wait till I get my weight up!
Gabe: if you eating then you fucking,
weight never going up, lil ass!
Nikki: she fine may as well
Gabe: lock her in as the wife soon!
Klaus: yes, do that!

They always knew how to make me laugh, they had been the glue keeping me together when I wanted to give up. Nikki talk so much, but the love we have is the best!

Group Chat:
Gabe: Cake tasting Saturday, don’t forget Bethany will kill you!
Nikki: can I bring a date?
Gabe: you got a date? It’s family don’t bring who fucking that night!
Nikki: that’s what you think?
Levi: I’ll be there what time?
Gabe: 6pm
Klaus: bring Aya
Gabe: please bring her…
Marlo: I’ll be there
Gabe: Marlo where you been?
Marlo: Working on a new case…
Nikki: Marlo I want to see Misty, yeah we know!
Levi: opp
Gabe: Klaus who you bringing
Klaus: you will see!
Marlo: Levi it you want her make sure she knows you want her! People don’t wait forever.
Gabe: Marlo truth in those words

Marlo’s words hit hard, looking at my phone I start think of ways to tell her. Should I invite her over, a call, or text message. We had been out every day since we met.

Levi: Aya, you busy?

Aya: in the bath… but not busy
Levi: are you seeing anyone?
Aya: you
Levi: would you say we are exclusive?
Aya: yes, I think of us as together.
Levi: are you ok with only seeing me?
Aya: Levi
Levi: yes
Aya: your mine now!
Levi: ok, I’m not good with things like this…!
Aya: I’ll teach you how to love, and you’ll never have to worry
Levi: you have plans for Saturday 6p?
Aya: I’ll be with you lol
Levi: yes, Gabe cake tasting for his soon to be wife. I need to bring mine!

Fuck did I just say she was my soon to be wife?

Aya: so I’m your soon to be wife?

Yeah I fucking totally said it…

Levi: yes, I don’t want to date anyone who I don’t see as my wife!
Aya: I understand
Aya: you want to live with me, keep both places but stay in one?

Oh shit this was escalating in hyper speed, fuck I’m just going and going. The next text message we’re gonna have a baby on the way. What the hell I’m I doing?

Levi: do you want to live under the same roof?
Aya: I want to see you daily, so yes
Levi: yes, who’s place?
Levi: I’ll make you keys, then we see from there.

What the fuck I’m I doing? Tell her they say? I’ve said to much! Now we moving in getting married sharing bank accounts and having a baby! I’m crazy as hell, this why I say nothing!

Aya: I have to finish my bath, baby!
Levi: call me on the video let me watch you.
Aya: ok, baby

Aya was into things like that she loved being sexy for me. She made me realize I enjoyed the togetherness she brought to the table. As the phone rang I could feel my heart smiling, let me answer this my wife on the phone. I laughing to myself then answer.

“ I put the phone up high baby so you can see me good” she said

music playing,

It’s ok, you’re ok, by Bonjr

seeing just a hint of her body coming through the bubbles. Watching her rub soap over her body I relax down in my chair. It became clear she was mine only mine. her thighs, the breast I love so much, every curl on her head, her perfect curves in her shape, and that fat beautiful pussy between her legs. She was washing, me wishing I was the bath sponge gliding across her body. The cold air was making her nipples erect. My locked on her movements she was my goddess, she saved me from the darkness I was feeling. Closing my eyes as the music took over, she had come over me releasing an energy on to me. Was she my wife? Was she what I had been needing? Never been touched so deeply in my life.

My eyes opened, she stands to her feet water rolling over her golden skin. Have fallen in love with Aya? Rising the soap slowly from her body, my VIP seating as she rises the water between her legs one leg up on the side of the tub the water raining down me middle, She begun to vibrate from inside her place deep within . She was beautiful as she released… her body delicate and flowing I need this woman to be my wife! Her arm fell to her side water sprayed all over, She was tired!

“Aya, baby” I whisper

She jumped, I believe she forgot we were on the phone.

“Yes baby” she answered

“Come to me baby, I need to hold you” I asked her

“I need to be in your arms” she said smiling

“ I’ll have Devon bring me” she answered quickly

“Wear that robe” I say pointing

Putting it on she models for me, then slipping her feet into a pair of heels clear with pink sparkles. Was my baby a stripper? It’s ok Come strip for daddy!

Bleep bleep….

Nikki: I need to know….
Levi: what’s up
Nikki: are you ok about seeing Kiana the other day?
Nikki: I want you to be ok…
Levi: bro I’m good, haven’t given Kiana much thought
Nikki: fuck you love her don’t you?
Levi: I took you advice
Nikki: what was that? I say a lot
Levi: bro I told Aya.
Nikki: lunch tomorrow I need details! But she better be your damn woman
Levi: and she is, good night

Ding dong….

I feel like it’s a hotline bling going on in my life.

Who is it?….

Really baby…

“ Oh shit” , Aya….

I Hurrying to the door, “coming” I yell

Opening the door Aya is standing there I hadn’t realize the robe was so transparent. I smile so big for two reasons, her very revealing robe and the fact that she had three bags packed. She put the bags down near the door. We can deal with them in the am, motioning for her to come to the other room. Sitting back into the sofa, I immediately feel the warmth of her body against mine, nice having the weight of another against me this was something I had been longing for.

She slept the reminder of the night there on the sofa, as I looked at her an idea came to my mind. Deciding I should draw her, with a clear mind I could give my true expression.   She was worldly beautiful the kind people write about books. I wanted to show the soul of the women who laid before me. Reaching down to pull form a place I had visited in years, I was able to capture her. My back pressed against the chair, feeling my toes spared across the bar that ran along the bottom of the chair the steal was cold against the bottom of my foot. I wish I could trap this moment in my mind, trying to wrap her in to my memory. Kiana use to dance in the corner of my mind, with every moment passing with Aya, Kiana became a blur.

The canvas had transformed, I caught her truth.   Or maybe It was my own truth being reveled.  For so long resided in the shadows while allowing her to shine. Mild obsession she was my first love, my only love until now. Seeing the new I realize maybe love was never what I had been in.  I finished the nape of her valley, with little effort.   Now I could eat.

Chapter 7 on the way

Lady Fingers (5)

Thank you Devon…. She waved
He closed the door…

Her driver wasn’t a traditional style driver no black suit, but dress well nevertheless. It was dark inside the truck style limo, she across from me.

“I gave him instructions to ride far out, i’ll let him know when you’re ready to turn around and come back towards the city.” Is that ok she asked?

“Yes, I want to talk to you” I replied

Aya, took her shoes off then crossing her legs in the seat.

“About what dear?” She said

“ you, about you” I reply

“Anything you want to know” she smiled

“Then can we kiss me?” She added

“Yes, I’ll kiss both set of your lips” i whisper

She gripped her legs tight, my answer wasn’t what was expected.

Aya told me of her life, she works in marketing and foreign trade. She told me about how she Started down this path at a young age 20. Prior to her first marriage, She and Her ex were divorced for the better part of four years now. This was the only relationship she’s ever known. I was more shocked she was married to a man, because that’s what everyone expected of her. She was 32, born on June 27th. Aya, explained how he first sexual encounter was a girl in high school by that name of Tori. She allowed Tori to finger her During a school play in the auditorium, one finger, then two fingers. It felt so good she said they went to the bathroom to finish. She told me how she sat across her lap and she fingered her till she came. Not knowing what that even meant at the time. Only that it felt so fucking good.

Then again in collage she dated a girl, this was Dee she was more of a tomboy type. They were mates for the better part of two years. She spoke of their life’s in detail. She loved Dee, I could tell She didn’t tell me of sex with her and careful of the details. Only they had physical altercation, During this time she met her husband, her husband knew she was a lesbian. He didn’t care to much, because she was Beautiful, I’m assuming this much.

So She talk of one relationship, being her husband. I asked her of sex with him, she spoke of it like nothing I’ve ever heard. They were married 4 years and she didn’t have sex only the once. They live in different places, as he I knew they would.

“I used my fingers for myself” she whispered

“Now I want my kisses” she added

I extended my hand, she placed her hand in mine. I gently tug on her to come to me, she didn’t move.
“You want me to come to you” I asked

“Yes” she answered

“Don’t keep me waiting” she whispered

I didn’t kiss her, first pulling her dress over her head. Tossing it to the floor, her award-winning breast bouncing in my face, I smiled from a different place deep in my core. I knew she had a passion for kissing, I avoided kiss her at all… instead I push her legs apart my finger tip ran up her middle, feeling the breathing change to panting. Her panties gold with a tied bow Badly I wanted to rip them off. I could feel her reaching to kiss me. I refused her, placing the palm of my hand on her vagina I could feel her press back she was ready. Rubbing my finger around the outline of her panty.
Again she reaches for me, this time lightly bite the inner part of her thigh.
She flinched so again then kissing the outer skin of her panty line. I feel they are in the way, I take them off her. Then finally I kiss her finally spreading her lips as I kiss her pussy lips deeper. She was easy to wet, I feel her start to flow. Her legs became wider, she pulled my shirt over my head. My shorts had already start down, stopping to get them off. I kiss her stomach, up to her mouth as I kiss her I penetrate her with my fingers. She cried out, grabbing me closer she opened up for me more than before. The deeper I went the move she ran down on me. Her lips never leaving mine, she started rubbing her clit as add one more, three was the magic number. Deeper inside her I go so wet Needing her on top. she obliges me three still inside she throws it back I suck her nipple. Aya, puts her hand down my boxers she could feel how wet I was, her fingers feel around she looks me in the directly in the eye, her lips say “your mine” and her finger goes in my hole over and over her thump on my clit same time. She Moans loud like cry she starts to Cum on my fingers. I’m taken over, I rub out for her clit. Aya, continues push in and out.

I hear her “can I kiss it?”

I don’t answer, then I feel the warmth of her lips on my clit and fuck it feel good. Her tongue with the sucking. I cum so hard my teeth chatter.

Nude on my lap she sits, I love her breast the nipples dip upward. Fucking perfect I grip one in my hand. Then touch that fat pussy once more.
“You are mine now” I say
“ I had better be” she replied
“Put it in me” she said

“Need my strap” i mutter

“Not with me you don’t, I want you” she said kissing my lips

“How will you ride me like the other day” I ask

“I’m ride you better, cum harder for you” she moaned my fingers inside her again

“I watch you bounce on me, how could you without it?” I ask

“ I was riding you not the strap making love to you and I always will.” She moaned this time louder

“Let me show you” she cried out

We made love the rest of the night in one way or another. Thinking to myself were did we drive to what time is it? We talked for what seemed to be hours. She laid in my arms till we returned to the city.

Chapter (6) up next

New Day… (4)

“Good to see you” Marlo smiled then gave me a hug.

Marlo and I had be friends the longest of all my friends. However her and I had a falling out in collage. Both side wouldn’t take blame. My truth was easy, your my friend so you take my side don’t matter what the deal is! When Kiana and I split in college Marlo took her side, saying I wasn’t easy. For lack of better words she believed me to be mean, and hard to deal with. Looking back to those times she may have been right, don’t change the facts, she cheated not the other way around. We found our way back to friendship a few years later. Yes, a few years later we are both stubborn. Us both being Sagittarius our birthday two days apart.

“ yeah man, I been buried in work” I reply

“ I’ve heard, you been the hot buy of the art world” she said

“Heard about the The Tree House” she added

It had slipped my mind, the events of that day. Nikki seemed shocked about all my work being there. It’s had become the normal way being treated well when out so I haven’t thought much about the behavior.

“Nikki seemed quite shocked” I laughed

“Not just Nikki, Klaus is who called me” she replied

“ I did a Search a Mrs. Shepard” she added

Marlo as ways did a research sometimes too well. Marlo found out Mrs. Shepard was married but recently separated from a huge dealer in Coffee import and export. She also found that she was a lover of many arts, mine being only one. Her social media was filled with my artwork. Marlo found it strange only because she had never introduced herself to me in anyway. She was clearly a fan but not interested in meeting me did seem odd.

“Bro she has no pictures of her face” Marlo said

I could see she didn’t like any of it, I wasn’t sure why.

“ it doesn’t matter she paid me for the pieces” i add

“I guess your right” she replied

She had so many thoughts about the situation but she decided to pull back. Possibly because it wasn’t the right time. Marlo has a habit of digging too deep, freaking her self out.

Bleep bleep

My phone was going off…

Aya: Good afternoon dear…

My heart stopped it seemed for what a few moments. Thinking of her face how her lips move as she forms her words. The way my fingers slip through her hairs as I press my lips against hers. Frozen in time for a few more moments.

“Earth to Levi” I hear, looking up slowly I see Klaus

“Levi” she said once more

“Oh what’s up wit ya” I say

“You good” I add

“You look lost baby boy” Klaus laughed

“Shit bro you got your hair done, nice” she added

“I’m not lost, just thinking” I answer still thinking

“You look better for real, still skinny as fuck” Klaus said laughing

“Did anyone help you yet?” Misty asked

“Naw we talking baby girl” Marlo answered

Misty was waitress at Big Cup Coffee most Thursday’s mornings, I have been a while, so I wasn’t up to speed. Marlo had a thing for misty, I almost think that’s why we come here, it’s not as if they have the best coffee.

“Misty can you bring three coffees, half-and-half and bagel with cream cheese for the skinny one” Marlo asked

“Sure thing honey, you need sugar?” She added

“Yes that’s perfect” Marlo said looking her over

She smiled shyly as she walked away. Marlo was very much like Nikki, they love the ladies. And ladies love them.

“ you gonna leave me alone about my way” I say to the both

“Don’t nobody want a too skinny nigga” Marlo laughed

“That fine ass Brit seem to like that skinny shit” Klaus replied

Fuck I left her on read, I got carried away in the conversation.

Levi: hello baby girl
Aya: hope you’re ok
Levi: yes now I am
Aya: why is that?
Levi: you
Aya: I hope you are baby

“When you gonna tell me about miss new new” Marlo ask

They both carried on Klaus explaining how beautiful she was at The Tree House drawing close detail to her body and her accent. Nikki told them both she was at the house the following morning. They all talk so much nothing was a secret.

Aya: You know you are my baby right
Levi: I know now
Aya: is that ok
Levi: yes, more than ok

Been around my friends was always a relaxed vibe. Watching them chat was something I did often, I’ve always been the quit one.

“Levi how did you get her number, I thought you didn’t know her?” Klaus Looks at me

“Outside when left she gave me her card” I replied

“Shit that card must have been nice as fuck you called straight away” Marlo added

“Call me daddy, shit she fine as fuck I would have called too” Klaus muttered

“No joke” i said sharp

My mind drifted as they continued to talk. how was I so fucking lucky in this moment in time. The coffee Arrived as did Misty the sexy waitress. I noticed something different about her, normally she doesn’t look Marlo directly in the eye. Today was different As she placed my coffee in front of me, she rubbed her hand on Marlo’s shoulder resting it there. Normally something like this would gauge Marlo to react in a boyish way. Today was altogether different she quietly said “thank you baby girl”, paused the looked at her then whispers “thank you.” Watching her as she walks away and briefly she looked back making Slightest but very clear eye contact. They are sleeping together, I know it!

“Misty huh” I say

Marlo said nothing, that was odd. She looked down at her phone. Still saying nothing she sips her coffee. We all sit for, no words exchanged. Klaus deep in her messages on her phone, Marlo drinking this coffee you’d think it’s the best coffee she’s ever had this life time she’s so involved.

Bleep bleep….

Nikki: Wya
Levi: The coffee cup with Marlo and Klaus
Nikki: be there in 5
Levi: bet

Bleep bleep

Kiana: You really not gonna say nothing
Kiana: so who the fuck is The asshole
Kiana: you moved on?

I can’t fathom entertaining anything formulated from her mouth or her thought process at the moment.

“Damn you look good”….

I feel two hands rest on my shoulders, I flinch quickly realizing Nikki arrived.

Nikki stood looking at me, her dreads tied in a bun. She seemed to dressed for success. All black. She looked sharpe her skin was radiant. This meant one thing. She was wearing her I got a massage and facial look. Knowing her she also had her feet done. You know the one with the fish swimming in the water! Nikki was always extra with a capital E!

“My boy, baby You fucking good as fuck” Nikki yelled

The Coffee Cup was not a hip coffee shop like seen on television in episode of friends. It was old and rustic, beautiful open windows in door outdoor setting. We always went for outdoor setting unless the weather didn’t permit it.
Originally it was because we watch the people but over time it seems that people pass to watch us. Nikki and Klaus being basketball stars turn models and all. Well that’s what they believed it was.

“New Levi baby, I love it” she said kissed my check

“Alright alright, I got my hair done” I say hoping she would stop.

“I love it baby, my fucking boy look good” Nikki said close to my ear

Did I look different? I got my hair done, that was a step up. I had on cream shorts and cream-colored tee, golds to the bottom teeth just how I like it. Moisturizer on my face oh yeah brows plucked right. Now that you put it that way other than the fact that I 15lbs underweight I may have been that bitch. I laugh to myself.

“ Aya making you happy I see, I like that shit” she said leaning nearer to me

“She fine as fuck my nigga” Nikki said still leaning in to me

The Love we had for one another was astounding unmatched, we were like blood!
Nikki‘s face couldn’t hide how happy she was, you would think I was getting married or something the way she looked at me.

Bleep bleep…

Kiana: stop playing with me
Kiana: who is Mrs. Shepard?
Kiana: answer the fucking phone

Klaus, was still deep in the text messages. Marlo welcomed Nikki with open arms, these two were the same in so many ways. Lady killers is what I call them both! Watching the two of them together Work the room. It never mattered how large the room was only that the two of them were there, I believe they both truly bring smiles to anyone’s face.

“answer your text baby boy” Nikki said looking at me

“I can’t”I mutter

Nikki reaches for my phone, unlocking the passcode I pass her my phone.

She reads over the text, the she looks up to me…
Her lips move, I could barely make out the words.
Again she mouths what you gonna do?

She passes back the phone, looking at it I Hesitate before picking up!

Bleep bleep….

Aya: are you busy honey?

Levi: I’m not
Aya: I’m downtown I was wondering if you want to meet me?
Levi: I’m downtown already at The Coffee Cup, where are you?
Aya: I’m one block from there
Levi: come to me
Levi: wait, do you mind all my friends are here? two you haven’t met…
Aya:No baby that’s fine
Levi: oh I’m ready to see you
Aya: me to

“I wasn’t ignoring you” Marlo said from nowhere

“ I was think about how we changed and that you and Kiana are over” Marlo added

“Yes we are but it’s ok” I reply

“ you moved on it seems, our family” her voice cracked a little

Nikki look over to Marlo, Klaus reach up “ this is not the time!”
“People make mistakes” Marlo said

“Are you talking to Kiana right now?” I yell

“Why you’re not?” She glared at me

Aya: baby I’m here
Levi: we are outside on the left

Klaus looks as if though she seen a ghost And like that I knew it was my Aya. There she stood 5’6, her hair was Black straight with a part down the middle showing off her cheek bones. Her freckles were so beautiful each of them shining through her Makeup so bright. As she looked up to catch my gaze her lashes are whimsical. He dress fitted as if it was made for her body, her Breast nice and full with three freckles across the top of the right breast. Her dress fit tight around the breast and loose like a doll dress. Her skin lightly dusted with gold all over. A single gold custom link chain around her neck with a 3D heart covered in diamonds. A matching bracelet and anklet. A diamond AP on her left wrist. Aya was breath taking. She look at me, she wanted to say hello to my friends but she came to me quickly. Fully Embracing me, her arms extended I stood to met her. Her hands to both sides of my face. Her lips rested over mine, Mouthing to her I say hi my baby. Her body against mine. Leaning back ever so slightly, she runs her fingers though my hair. Once more her hands behind head she kissed me deeply this time.

“Aya, this is Klaus and Marlo, Nikki you know already” I say turning her to my friends

“Yes Nikki dear, pardon my manners I’m glad to met you all” she said while turn her direction to then.

“It’s lovely to met you” Klaus smiled and waved to her

“You look wonderful “ Nikki smile

“ thank you my dear” she smiled

Marlo said nothing, I don’t believe Aya even noticed reaching for my chair I sit down. Aya sat on my lap while she looked over my hair. I could see forever in her eyes, it’s it possible to want to be completely intertwined with another.

“Levi you look so good honey, you look my baby” she leaned in and whispered

“You like it baby?” I ask her

“More then you know” she smiled

“ I got you a chair” Misty said place the chair near me

“Thank you” Nikki and I in unison

I watch her as she moves, how could she be so fucking perfect. She reached holding my knee as she sat in her chair. I could see Klaus watching me. Klaus and Gabe were alike in this way. I could read Klaus, approval or disapproval was easy to see in both. She seemed pleased with what she saw. By this time we had taken over the area in the coffee shop.

“I’ll get us a coffee, would you like something special?” Nikki asked Aya

“coffee heavy cream and 3 Splenda” she replied
“ a croissant for Levi please” she quickly added

“Coming right up” Nikki laughed

Marlo jumped up to walk with Nikki, I could see she wasn’t happy about Aya joining us. We aren’t going to have a round two of Junior year of college. Not this time.

Klaus looking forward to Aya said, “ I’m glad you joined us, nice you met Levi”

“ your so kind” so said placing her hand over Klaus’s hand.

I Klaus look at her and smiled so big “ you are a beautiful souls Aya added “l can feel it!”

She looked back to me her hair fell back from her face, the beauty I could see.

Bleep bleep…

Kiana: answer me
Kiana: I know where you are
Kiana: answer me

I never checked my phone, Aya was with me. All my friends were here but one so i think I’m good. I see Nikki and Marlo coming back, Marlo is smiling that’s a good sign.

Coffee coming up, Nikki seemed so happy Thursday’s we would be here for hours working and chatting.

“Sorry if I was rude I was so in my phone I didn’t say hello, I’m Marlo” she said to Aya

“You more the ok, nice meeting you” Aya replied

She looked back for approval, she needed none this is my family where trust is everything. Sitting back again in her chair her hand reached to mine, her fingers fiddling between mine. I bite the croissant Nikki brought back, the flakes dropping back to the plate. For the first time in a long time I could taste butter baked into the bread, tasted the salt for the butter. Melting on my tongue, I hadn’t tasted food in so long, it was the taste of the first time! I heart was smiling at me, and I was smiling graciously back. Nikki finds her way over to chat Aya about upcoming events. Nikki planned out Gabes wedding and all her and Aya talk about a lot in a short amount of time will the other worked on their work.

“Nikki, leave it up to you to have the girl at Thursday brunch!” A voice said

Before I looked up I knew who it was, Kiana had a way of ruining a wet dream.

“Hey Kiana, be easy baby girl” Nikki relied

“ your girl seems to be in Levi’s face” she seemed to bark

“Naw homie this is Aya, don’t be rude” Nikki said

“She’s here with Levi” she added

Nikki lost respect for Kiana some time ago before the break up ever happened. She assumed there was something going on long before I did she never really said much out of respect for my relationship. She saw Kiana for who she really was, or should I say Gabe saw her truth long ago and her and Nikki burned one over it. The thoughts of one became the thoughts of most all. Kiana knew Gabe never saw the appeal of her and stayed her distance.

“Hi Levi” she snipped

“It’s been awhile” I say short

“And you are?” She said looking at Aya

“Me darling I’m as Nikki said” she replied

“Aya,” she adds quickly

“Aya, interesting” she said looking towards me.

Kiana wasn’t an average woman herself she was beautiful, her hair was in dreads for the past six years I had always loved seeing her that way. Her skin was fresh and brown with a hint of honey. She stood thrusting her shoulders back her dress long hanging to the ground flowing at feet. She’s still beautiful as ever somethings never change. Her eyes looked of rage burning from deep in her soul, not understanding her anger for it was made by her own will.

“It’s good seeing you…” Nikki intervenes

“I can’t say the same” Kiana snapped back

“Levi I was trying to reach you” she added

“Kiana now isn’t the best time” Marlo said standing to her feet.

Marlo walked to Kiana saying something in her ear. Kiana and her turned to leave passing me then walking too the front walking to the sidewalk. Kiana and Marlo had always been more like sisters. Aya, didn’t say much the remainder of the time, she sat browsing thru a magazine she found over by the register. Marlo and Kiana had disappeared into the city.

Klaus was still working digitally on her upcoming project, she also worked in graphics like myself. We both did graffiti work as well. Klaus had recently done quite a few of the walls in the underground mall in Atlanta. Easy to spot her work she was the House of Niklaus. You see Klaus, her real name was also Nicole unlike Nikki who’s name was Giovanni. You could find her graffiti almost anywhere New York City, California, Miami, she had even done work overseas places like Germany, Europe, and a few islands. Klaus has made a name for herself, proving to her family, Graffiti art was more than just Street vandalism, as her mom thought. Klaus was in trouble many times for tagging trains, ally walls, and ran down businesses. Landing herself in trouble many times over! Finally landing her in Rhode Island School of Design, she turned everything around. Now they pay top dollar for what was once viewed as vandalism.

My computer was making my eyes blurry, seeing double. My body had grown tired it was past time to go. Aya, looked at peace I hated I would disturb her. With everyone’s a quiet decided I tech what are the more appropriate.

Levi: would you like to go for a ride?

Her eyes slowly rise, with every glance she was more beautiful. A soft smile parted her lips then softly in her checks.

Aya: yes, I’d be delighted, my car or yours.

I only lives a few blocks from here so I had called a Carshare service.

Levi: yours, I didn’t drive here, is that ok?
Aya: yes, I’m ready to kiss you for real.
Levi: for real?
Aya: yes, you know the kind were my clothing come off!
She smiled as she watched me read her text. My mind flooded back to the mirror in my bedroom. Her hand gave a soft squeeze to my knee, she knew where my mind drifted.
Aya: let me call my driver, let him know we are ready

Driver… I think to myself!

She has a driver, wait what?

Then I think for a beat, I don’t have a clue what she does for a living. It’s a Thursday afternoon here she is sitting here with us. We work for ourselves. How could ive been this careless not to even ask her. Maybe l selfish, I was only thinking of what my needs, in the moment never even concerning myself with who she was. I didn’t ask?

Levi: ok let me know when your ready.

looking over her, Head to toe nothing was out of place. Hard to tell what kind of business she’s in. One where she makes good enough money to have a damn driver.

A few moments passed she gently squeeze my new once again, “He’s here” she said quietly

Gathering their attention, alerting them that we were leaving. They said their goodbyes and we hurried out the door.

Chapter (5) is under way

I’ll show you: (3)

I couldn’t find sleep tossing and turning, this feeling of being alone hasn’t settled in. being here, with Kiana on my mind, and all the years between us. Feet to the floor, I slip in to the kitchen. A drink is what I need and fucking strong one. Spark up a spliff get me right, get some work done. Starting up the music on my surround sound, suppress some of these fucked up memories of the damage and hurt. Drawing always brings me solace. The art world is a happy place, Kiana tried her best at destroying that also, thankful I emerged before it could happen.

As I inhaled deeply, the black card from Aya, and just like that My mind went back, her brushing me, and the way she stood at my car. Puffing my spliff once more thoughts easy me the sound of her Smokey voice, body of a goddess. Aya where did you come from? Flipping back and forth between my fingers thinking to myself should I text her. Is it to late to text her? This way when she wakes up in the am to a message. Most people eat that up. Grabbing my phone, I decided fuck it I got this go for it.

Me: Hello Aya,
Levi just wanted to say nice meeting you and this my number.

Hope it’s not too late, shit hope it doesn’t wake her, “Fuck” it’s one am! I hadn’t even noticed


Aya: Levi darling, what a good surprise!

“Oh, I woke her damn it” I say to myself

Me: Hope I didn’t wake you, I was up working.
Aya: no I’m up working also
Me: oh nice, couldn’t sleep so I started working
Aya: good you focused your energy, why couldn’t you sleep?
Me: long story
Aya: tell me the long story, we have all night!
Me: Its not good to talk about it’s a hard place.
Aya I still would like you to open up, do you know if you tell someone then it frees you of the sadness and you can forgive and move on.
Me: it’s about my ex, do you still want to know?
Aya: yes
Aya: now go ahead

How did this get here? Why would she want to know that? So, I’m supposed tell her? about how I’m fucking destroyed devastated and defeated the three D’s in one conversation oh my God! I can’t lie to her.

Aya: I’m waiting
Me: Sorry
Me: My ex cheated on me for about a year. I found out about five months ago.
Aya: I understand why you can’t sleep then.
Me: yes, it’s not easy we also shared our apartment but she finally moved out! So for lack of better words I’m just fucked up, being here.
Aya: I know that people don’t wanna hear this but we have to reach our lowest point to find a true greatness. I really believe this I always have. I think sometimes we have to be destroyed in order for us to leave certain situations otherwise we would just stay.
Aya: pardon me, I’m not saying you should’ve been hurt.
Me: no, you are right!
Me: I feel I lost 5 years of time.
Aya: no, don’t think that! You lost someone you loved but intern you grow in
Me: this home in full of memories.
Aya: it’s time you make new happier ones
Me: I can’t find the time
Aya: you will dear
Me: when the hell is that going to be…
Aya: soon Levi
Aya: I’m going for pizza downtown you want me to stop and chat you?
Me: you’re going for pizza this late?
Aya: I could
Aya: no, I want to see you
Me : really?
Aya: yes
Me: I’ll come to you if you want
Aya: nope I’m coming to you, don’t change I want to see you just like you are!
Me: so you’re gonna get dressed I’ll be in my boxers and sports bra?
Aya: no, I have on crop top and shorts
Me: panties or bra lol…?
Aya: nope
Me: oh I was kidding!
Aya:I’m not, you need a friend to talk to so I’m coming to see you besides, I want to see you anyway.
Aya: send me your location!
Me: 1735 Peachtree St NE, UNIT 1320, Atlanta, GA 30309
Aya:On my way!
Aya:I’m video calling you!

Call from Aya………

“Hello” I said

“Oh my there you are my dear” she reposed

“ you look beautiful” I gasped

She had no makeup only lip gloss, her shirt hanging off her shoulder no bra straps. I might dye tonight!

“Why thank you” she smiled

“Levi,” she said

“Called to make sure you don’t change” she laughed

“Really” I laughed

“Yes I see you online, I want to see the other Levi” she smiled

Aya is on her way here, what the fuck? The finest women I see in forever at one in the morning! We talked the whole time she drove to my place. She was funny and proper as hell!

“You ready for me I hope?” She said

“For what” I laughed

“Too see me, I’m only about two minutes away” she said

“I’m as ready as I’ll ever be” I muttered

I was nervous as fuck, I got to hide it.  

“I more than read ” she relied

“are we the hugging or the kissing type of people” she smiled

“you want me to kiss you” I kind of choked

“let’s see if you are a proper Host and give me what I want” she replied

“You want me to make you a drink” I asked

“No time open the garage” she said

Fuuuucckkk she is here! I hung up the phone I was so nervous. I walked to open the garage. As it open I saw the lights of her white Tesla. I took a deep breath as I knew I was more nervous than I wanted to admit. As she pulled in I grabbed a pair of basketball shorts from the laundry rushed to slide them on. I headed out to greet her, I could see her hair in a wild messy bun her white crop top hanging off her in such way. Her door opened and there she was Aya at my fucking place. she wasn’t out of the car yet but she had opened the door for a moment so I figured she want me to walk around to her so I did.

“I’m here darling” she said smiling so big

“Yes you are” I replied

Making my way around the car, I reached for her hand to assist her, she reached back! She stood to her feet, the smell of her was simply intoxicating. Her arm so quickly went around my neck! I embraced her fully, my arms around her waist! She held me for a long time then kissed my neck, then my check!

“Hope you don’t mind my kiss all over you” she said

“No I don’t at all” I replied

“I’m sorry, I’m all up in your space.” She added

“Your good” I replied

“How wonderful” she said while hugging me tighter.

I smiled, she still holding on to me. Then kissing me once closer to my mouth but not on my lips. In my soul I would not have rejected her in anyway!

“I have something for you” she said

“Me” I asked

“You my dear” she replied

She released me to turn back to car, bending over in front of me to reach across grabbing a bag. Her body even more sexy better than earlier. The shape from my view was Phenomenal. I wanted to rub her down, but I can’t be rude. I love the shape of her body how sexy she is. It took everything in me not to touch her.

“Do you like cards” she asked

“Yes” I replied

“I have these for you” she said

Turning back around, she stepped closer to me. Her Body so nice in this shirt jiggling slightly as she turned back to me. She was wearing lose sleeping shorts white with a pink ribbon.

“Can I” she said

“Yes” I replied

I wasn’t sure what I was saying yes too, I wanted her so I said yes regardless to the outcome.

Her hands touched my face her finger ran across my lips slowly.

“You’re so beautiful” she whispers

While her arms eased around my neck once more. She dropped the bag from her hand. I pulled her really close to me with my arms around her waist tighter this time.

“Want to kiss you” she said

“But” ……

Before she could finish I relieved her and I kissed her, I wanted to kiss the first time I saw her. I could feel her breast against mine. Lower my hand around her checks to pull her more into me. Her hands grab my face and she returned my kiss. I could feel her heart beating fast. Its been so long sense I felt a woman or even had a desire to want anyone. How did we get here in this moment? Feeling her opening up to me and I wanted to take her there! I picked her up she wrapped her legs around me. Worried she would feel how weak I am. I could feel my legs shaking. I hold as I lay her back to the seat as kiss so deep. Opening her legs more so I could rest between them as I kissed her soft. What was I doing? I could feel things heating up putting my arms around her she kissed my forehead and ran her fingers though my dreads, she kissed me so softly a deeper this time.

“I want to make you feel better” she whispered

“You already have” I replied

Sucking my lip with hers, I could dye a happy woman right now! As she sucked my lip it deepened till my tongue was in her mouth. Rubbing up her side I ran my hand over her breast till her nipple was finally in my hand. Massaging it while we kissed, finally she was in my hands. What I wanted all day. The fantasy in my head was a reality.   All day I thought about having her in my hands how could this be true. Could it be she wanted the same thing, to be at my will. If a had my strap I would put it deep in her right now. Watch her body vibrate on it. As she lets me inside her, she felt different I want her to be mine. So, I must take my time with her.

“Let’s go inside” I said

She kissed me once more, this time wrapping her legs around me I started to rub along her thighs. My mind drifted thinking of her naked pulling her into me while I run deep in her while she called my name!

“Levi” she said
Without thinking I ran my hand between her legs, I could feel the thickness of her lips, I wanted to put it in her so bad.

Then I realized I was gripping her rubbing her pussy, she moved my hand inside her shorts. She kissed me so deep, she let me rub her while we kissed.
“I’m sorry” I whispered

“It’s ok, I needed it too” she said then kissed me softly.

“let’s get a drink” I asked her

I helped her up holding her hand, picked up the bag she dropped. She pushed the door closed to the car never letting me go.

“Welcoming to my home” I said

“Thank you so much for letting me come” she replied

What on earth was I doing to her, I blanked out for a moment.

“Where can I put my bag?” She asked

“My room is down the hall, I’ll show you” i replied

“ I’ll find it” she said

I watched her walk off down the hall, I headed off to the kitchen to make her a drink.

What was I doing to her? She felt amazing, and she probably just wanted to kiss me. Did I take it too far? I love the way she felt! It’s been so long since I felt a woman. I looked the clock had bright 2:15am on it…

“Levi Dear the place is extremely nice honey” she said

Thank god she didn’t seem mad. This was a blessing especially because I didn’t quite remember what I have done!

“Thanks” I reply

“I made you a drink” I added

She walked over to me, as she got near I saw she had on my shoes a pair of slides!

“Nice shoes” I say smiling

“You like them I see” she replied

“ found them by the door” she added

“ they look good on you” I said

I laughed but was still nervous. She came near taking the drink from my hand. Immediately taking a sip, then leaning to kiss me. Her lips were cold, and moist form her drink. Standing glaring at me, with a gaze I had never see.

“ I love how dim you have it” she said

“I had the add to relax the mood for work” I tell me

She reach to me once more grabbing my hand.

“Let’s go by the pool, I love water ” she said

“ ok sounds good you can go out, I’m coming” I say to her

Waiting her walking was like a fantasy world. Knowing she was wearing almost nothing then said she wanted to comfort me. How could I be this fortunate to have a woman like Aya here with me? I grabbed a tray for the drinks and two joints from the table. And headed her way.

“Levi there you are” she said smiling

She was always so happy to see me as if she’s hadn’t seen me ten minutes prior. I could get use to this.

“ yes it’s me” I replied

She was sitting on the outdoor sofa, I joined her there. She was nearly done with her drink so I poured her another glass.

“Now we need to talk of what’s troubling you so much” she said

“You want to talk about that?” I asked

“Yes I do” she replied

I told her more about my past relationship, how I trusted her Solely on the fact we have known one another so long. Telling her how I caught her with someone else despite being warned by people in the past how she was. The trust I had for her blinded me! I told myself if there was so much for thread of love that I wanted to hold onto it. As the story continues I could see that she was quite interested in what I had saying. She became comfortable laying in lap as smoked. Telling her all that I felt in my heart about the situation. I rarely if ever have opened up to someone in such a way. Telling her how, the cheating started with envy, popularity can bread jealousy in relationships at times. The more We spoke the more she caressed my legs my hand. It’s a tactic she possessed making one relax for opening up to her. An hour had passed without my noticing. I lifted her shirt to rub her back. Realizing I had needed someone to talk to along.

“Trust too much” I asked

“Many times actually” she said

“Loving to much is hard, but you must still give your heart fully” she said

“You don’t want to hold back on a real love out of fear of being hurt” she added

“Are you this nice to everyone” I asked

“I’m always kind” she giggled

“However you’re different in my sight” she added

Leaning further back into my sofa, I could feel the energy in the room shifting. Why didn’t I meet her years ago before being drug down.

“ why do you feel that” I asked

She told me she’d been following me online for over seven years. The strange part about all of it, her attraction to me was being faithful to one girl. she had realized for months that we had split. Not that it was broadcasted, she could feel my vibration.

“Darling do you feel a little better?” she asked

“To be honest I do!” I replied

“This is what I meant by helping you” she said sitting up looking at me

I reached for her, she stood then sat on my lab facing me. I looked at her and all her Beauty, thinking I want to make her to be mine, but how? She may be with someone, I’m fucking all in my head about Aya. for the first time in years feel safe in another person’s presence aside my friends. I glance up into her deep brown eyes and there alluring almond shape and for the first time I could hear music.

Chaplan Candy by Rei Brown

“I just want to let you know, I don’t want to let you go. I don’t even know ever to start!”

I pulled her in to kiss her, the need for her had intensified. Reminding myself to contain the energy blazing inside me, the feeling of her body shaking over me. Submerged in the very moment as I pull her closer. I couldn’t recall feeling this way before! What is this feeling? Softly her lips finally reach mine, resting them against mine for a moment, her lips smile over mine, before she sank more into my mouth! As I reached to pull her face deeper our souls collide, her arms warp around my neck tightly. Our lips become one, I could feel her body come in closer to me. Now feeling her pussy pressed against my pelvis, her shorts so thin I feel everything. Slowly I kiss her deeper, and sucking her bottom lip. Her hips slowly start trusting against me, I could feel her more feel how much she wanted me was wild. Damn she feels so good. Finally, I glide my hands slowly down her feeling every inch of her till have her ass in my hands. It’s soft and thicker in my palms. Gripping her being careful not to grind her to hard down on me, and just like that her mouth opens over my lips and her moans flow. Again, she moaned leaning back, quickly I rubbed my hand up her shirt rubbing her breast. Leaning back to me slowly.

“Can I take this off you” I asked

“Yes, please” She answered

“You ok” I asked

She did not answer.

I eased her shirt over her head, and there in front of me was her half naked body. It was more beautiful than I had imagined if that were possible.   One of her nipples were pierced and a tattoo on her right side lower than her breast. She ran her fingers through my hair that shit turned me on so much. Kissing her stomach till I find her breast. She started kissing where she could, along my hair line then reach for my face. Looking me in the eye! Running her fingers across my lips. Slowly I kiss her fingers, she smiled at me.

“Levi” she said

“Yes” I replied

“You aren’t the only one who was hurting” she whispered

“I know” I replied

I reached for her shirt, helping it over her head. reaching for my blunt I bounced her on my lap. The smile she gave was mesmerizing, her hair falling in her face as she tried to regain her balance. Watching her laugh as I did it again and again, gazing at her I realized she was making me forget about what was hurting before.

“Let me hit it” she asks, holding out her hand

“You really want to?” I asked

“Give it to me” she said laughing

“I’m pro” she added

“Okay” I laughed

She took a drag, she’s fucking perfect. I was intertwined with a goddess. Scanning her body like it belong to me, her thighs draped over me. A perfect fit how Legos pressed together blue, green, then yellow. Gliding the back of my hand across her outer then her inner thigh.

“It’s ok baby” she whispered

“Are you sure” I asked

“Let me show you” she said

Smoke blew filling the air, before the smoke could dissipate I lifted her.

“No I’m going to show you” I said

Walking with her in my arms her legs wrapped around my waist. I could feel her grasp tightening around my neck. She smelled amazing, as she kissed me I could feel the warmth radiating off your lips.

“Levi” she whispered, her mouth still over mine.

Making my way down the hall the clock read the 5:33am. I want time to stand still wanting us to last forever. finally, we reach the bed, I could feel my nerves taking over my body. I knew I needed her but more overly I wanted her like I’ve never wanted something before. laying her down on the bed, I look at her, I could see that she was tired. Aya, had been there for me when I needed some the most. So instead I showed her something different. I pull back the covers and helped her to the middle of the bed. Climbing in next to her, putting my arms around her., she turned to me. We talked for a little bit, then she drifted off in my arms. I gazed over her, thinking how long it’s been since I fell asleep next to someone. I kissed her head slowly.

Full house

Ding dong….

The sound of the doorbell, looking to my side I didn’t see Aya. I sit to the side of my bed. I bit confused at who’s at the door. Foggy still as I rise to my feet, I slip on my shoes, i scurry towards the door. I see her bag laying over the chair as I walk out the room. Thank god she’s still here, instant relief. My shorts were twisted, I didn’t have on my marina anymore just a sports bra. What fuck happened?

“Coming I say” I say as get closer to the door

“Who is it?” I asked

“Food delivery” they say

I ease the door open, I see a young lady there holding a bag and a drink holder.

“Hello, for me?” I asked

“Aya? Food delivery” she said

“Yes, yes thank you” I said

“ hold let me pay you” I said

“It’s paid for have good day” she smiled

She handed the over, quickly walked off, the bags were heavy. As I put the food in the kitchen, I realized I look a fucking mess. Oh, my good I ran to my guest bathroom to wash my face and bush my teeth with my spares I keep in there for visitors that I never have. Water on my face I feel feel for the towel. My reflection was looking good, i looked rested. This wasn’t a look I had fun mouths. Aya? Where is she? Then like magic I hear her beautiful voice, seemed like she was singing it!

“Levi” she said

Her voice seemed to whisper across the house.

“I’m in here” I answered

“Their you are” she said

Standing behind me, I glimpse her in the mirror. Wearing my Marina, and what looked like nothing else at all. Finishing drying my face. I look back toward her in the mirror, she stared walking closer.

“Did you sleep ok dear?” She said

“I really did, what time is it?” I asked

“11:50am” I said

“My shirt?” I ask

“You gave it to me” she replied

“Looks good” I smiled

Her body was amazing, sexy from head to toe. One strap was off her shoulder, and barely covering anything. When she spoke, she jiggled slightly.

“Do you have shorts I can wear?” She asked

“ yes, but I like this” I said as I tried to her

“You do, I do too” she said

Easing over to me, my shirt exposed all her body nipples, thighs, and large well shaped breast. Her hair was wet, she must have showered. The closer she got the more the shirt moved, the barely covering her rear. The mirrors on the back wall of the bathroom reveled her well-shaped ass. Can a woman be this sexy always and every day, a Beauty so effortless.

“Earth to Levi” she said

“…. yes”, I said

Leaning against the counter reaching my hands for her to come into my arms. I could she didn’t want to let go of the shirt, it would come up to much. Part of me wanted to see what she was trying to hide. Once she stood before me. I eased to sit in the counter top, so she could stand before me.

“I ordered breakfast” she said

“ I know I put it on the kitchen” I answered

I extended my hand to her once more, only this time she took it. I pulled her into me.

“ you like wearing my stuff” I asked

“Yes, and this one smells like you” her voice was low

“I like that” she added

Her arms wrapped around my waist, I could see more of her from behind now.
I reached to pull the shirt down a little. We both laughed as it was pointless.

“Come sit on my lap” I asked

“Ok, help me” she asked

I lean over and lift her, her legs opened I didn’t look although I wanted so much to see her. Wrapping her legs around me, her butt was on the counter between my legs. Pulling at the shirt, my hand went over hers I held it in place for her.

“ thank you for coming last night” I whispered

“ I wanted to see you” she said

Her lips kissed mine softly, my hand still holding the shirt over her vagina. She let go putting her arms around my neck she kissed me deeper and deeper. Now this was a good morning, I released the shirt grabbing her ass pulling her into me. Kissing her harder and deeper. I could feel her vagina against me. Finally, I could feel her again, but this time there was shorts only her pussy against me. Taking one hand to pull her shirt down, I could feel the thickness of the lips, I couldn’t do it anymore, I released the shirt now I could see it nice and pretty. Using two of my fingers I rub her spreading the lips open. Looking down I needed to see it. What the fuck she fucking perfect. Pussy nice a fuck, I feel it rubbing it up then down.

“ is this okay” I whisper

“Please” she whispered

I continue kissing her, while I feel her wetness coming through My fingers. I rub over her clit slowly at first, hearing her moans gave me joy. I need more I want to make her scream out for me. Fingers up then down only this time with two of them I slip them inside her. Losing focus, lost in her rapture, she opens up to me a flower in full bloom. her Warmth wraps around my fingers, feeling her gripping tighter. I dig deeper each time! My heartbeat feels so loud I’m sure she could feel it too. Moans fill the room, pulling outward I could see her wetness on my fingers. Rubbing her clit again her pussy fully wet now, I love what I’m seeing her pussy so pretty and dripping I want more now. Her nipples so erected, her legs so wide open for me. I rub over her hold teasing her about putting them back in.

“Please don’t stop” she said

She pull me to kiss, feeling her legs vibrate slightly, with one hand behind her I ease her to me a little more, messaging her clit with my fingers, then sliding them back inside her. Only this time deeper than before. She is wetter and wetter each time I go inside her. then outward repeating this motion trying to go deeper each time. Her legs opened up more, kissing my neck up to suck my ear her breathing fast. Leaning her back on the counter my dread dangled over her. How beautiful she really is. She reaches for me to come over her.

“Come with me” I said

Standing to my feet, I extended my hand out to her guiding her back to my bed room. As we entered we could see the rain was falling hard and darkness can over the sky.

“ love the rain” she said

“I love the sound of it” I replied

“Sit here I’ll me right back” I asked

“Ok” she said laying back on the bed

I walked in my closet, I needed to put on my strap, digging through the drawers. I finally found it, looking at it in my hand I felt I needed to use the new attachment piece for her. In the bottom drawer was the new piece. Oh my god I’m nervous.

“Aya” I yelled

I heard nothing, the new one was clear. I need to clean it. I can’t use it right out the box. What if it’s too big for her? What if she doesn’t like it? What if what if? I’m fucking freaking out. I slip my shorts back on and dash to the room. she’s not there where I left her. I knock on the bathroom door.

“It’s open” she said

Walking in I could see her naked body though the clear glass of the shower. Fuck she’s perfect, water streaming down her body. I could see her entire body.

“Come here” she said

“I want you to shower with me” she added

“Do you” I asked

“Yes, come hurry up” she replied

“I’m coming” I said thinking hard

She’s going to see I put it on. Starting with my sports bra I took it off. My hair was to my waist. She turned to the shower head on the top of the ceiling, I took my shorts off. Started to unbuckle my strap.

“No leave it on” she said

“Leave it on?” I asked

“Yes, you want to use it right” she asked

“Come here Levi” she said

Walking in the shower, she reached for me immediately. Without hesitation I put my arms around her body. The water felt so nice coming down over my head. I never use this setting because I didn’t want to wet my hair. Today was different it was a mist coming down over us. Her arms seemed to belong around my neck. Squeezing so down my back, she kissed just like the night before at the car. Washing my neck and my arms with care. The soap still running down my back I couldn’t take it. She washed All of me, my breast, stomach, and the strap slowly with the towel. Rising it off then kissing me next to it. I helped her back up, I couldn’t help myself so I pushed to the wall lifting her one leg on the shower bench. Fingering her while I kiss her fill lips. Making my way down her body her nipples in my mouth water pouring over her. She was shaking I lick her stomach. Finally, I’m where I want to be fingers deeply in inside her, I suck her pussy then kiss it as I kissed her mouth so many times before. Sucking the lips fully in my mouth opening her to suck her clit while I finger her with the other hand. She was so wet inside. Removing my fingers, I licked her entire pussy. She finally screamed out, what I wanted to hear. Her moans so loud and strong how I like it! Made me suck her harder. Putting her clit between my lips gently sliding my tongue over and over her clit, she was more perfect then I could have ever guessed. She was ready for what I needed to give her. Standing to me feet, her kisses felt of silk passing over my skin. Her leg was still up on the seat, lifted the other on my waist. Looking into my eyes I adjusted my strap against her very wet pussy and penetrated her. Her moan was different than before, though her teeth and muffled.

“LEVI” she screamed

Looking her in her eyes to strokes her over and over slow at first. At first, she took it, then my girl gave it back to me. Never breaking eye contact. Her hips thrusting on me. I got deeper and deeper inside her tight wet. In this moment she was fucking mine, I wrapped my hands around her ass and bounced her up on my dick, finally she kissed me again… moaning in my mouth.

“Please baby” she moaned

“What do you want?” I asked

“You, I want you” she said

“You got me, fucking trust me” I whispered in her lips

“Ride me, let me watch you ride me” I told her

“Anything you want” she said

I quickly sat on the shower bench, she went to sit on it.

“No, turn around let me see you” I said

She quickly obliged sitting on my lap, putting it in herself. Watching the clear 7 inches penetrating her back to back deep in her fat pussy. My hair on her stomach fuck sexy shit. Nipples erect pushing her legs wide loving the view. Rubbing her clit vigorously, I could feel her start to vibrate on my dick. She was about to cum, her moans like music. The storm coming down harder and now so was she was about to irrupt. I took my eyes off her riding me and sucked her breasted then her nipple. Vibrating on me I held her hips in place while I stroked her more getting it all out. She came for me calling my name, pulling my hair. I want to keep going, but I don’t want to hurt her. She sat there with it still in her.

“Oh my, that was everything” she said

“You have known clue” I answered

“You enjoyed it” she whispered

“Yes, baby I did” I said

She kissed me once more then pinched my nipples. rubbing her Brest against mine, grind on me a few more times.

I could see she wanted more, she eased down on it again.

Riding me her legs so smooth a slight vibration I grasp her thighs pulling her near, I push so deep inside her. Throw her head back she lets out a moan. Her body begins to shake, I should let her come but I was turned on I pull her and began to stroke her more and more. My hand grabs her legs holding them open. Watch her come the vibration she could no longer control. She took it her pussyfoot sucking me in with every stroke. Her moans change to a high scream between her teeth. She reaches for me I wanted to keep her open too look at her but instead I relived her. She again reached for me this time i accepted her, she pulled me closer without hesitation. She kissed me as I squeezed her rubbing down her back. There in that moment her lips sucking my bottom lips, her body bargains you shake just a little. She guides my hand to rub it out of her clit. The strap is still inside her! As I rub her she holds her mouth over mine. Kissing very lightly he body is releasing and even in the shower I can feel the cum dripping down.

Looking over her for a moment.

This woman is beautiful, how did I get so lucky

“Take this of please” she said

She stood, my eyes are mesmerized at her Beauty. Admiring all of her could this be true, is this really happening or am I tripping.

“ let me take that off for you?” She said

“Ok”I answer

Helping with the buckle, she dropped it to the ground.

“I can see your” she bites her lip

“Hand me the towel behind you!” I laughed

She’s for real a lesbian…. I think to myself

“we haven’t eaten I’ll make you breakfast and coffee” I said

“ the food you ordered is cold now” I added

“Ok, is there something I can wear?” She asks

“ anything you want in my room” I laughed

I wrapped a towel around her, pulling her to me. I could only share at her, she broke my gaze and kissed my nose.

“ wait you can cook too?” She said

“You’ll see” I answered

I headed off to throw on some clothing. Adidas sweatpants and a marina that works.

Passing the clock, it’s 3:00pm wait what? Damn time is flying. I’ll make French toast eggs over easy and coffee. I know my way around a kitchen.

I move my way around the kitchen I feel so weak. Then I remember I hadn’t eaten in so long. Hell I haven’t don’t anything in a while.
Cooking was just like art, something I was good at.

Ding dong….

Who could that be, I been so into Aya I forgot about real life.


“Who is it?” I asked

“Bro open the door” I hear a voice say

I open the door, and before me is Nikki.

“Bro what the hell, why you not answering your phone?”

My phone! Hell, I don’t even know where my phone is?

“ my bad bro” I say as I look around

“Damn are you alright?” She said while grabbing my shoulder

“ you cooking” she said

“Yeah” I answered

“Nothing crazy just simple” I reply

“ you gonna let me in?” She laughs

“Oh yeah, come in” I hesitated but answered

She look upset with me, as she at the bar.

“ good to see you eating” she said

“That’s a lot of food, you must’ve known I was coming” she laughed

“We were worried about you, you left and Know ones heard from you.” She said

“ you need a drink?” I asked her

“Yeah man, don’t do that shit” she said

“You could have said you made it home, Levi you haven’t been ok in so long it fucking worried me” she said

I could see the worry on her face, Nikki had been my friend from childhood. Undoubtably she knew me better than anyone. Hell, at times I thought she knew me better than myself.

“ I called Kiana, asked if she heard from you” she said

Wait what? Did she say

“Didn’t know what to do” she said

“Why the hell would you call her? Fuck don’t do that?” I yelled

“ you didn’t look good when you left” she yelled back

“Don’t fucking call her” I snapped

“My fucking bad you didn’t answer the damn phone, you haven’t been good” she yelled

“What the hell was she going to to do?” sliding her drink across to her as I turned around.

“Bro why your hair so fucking wet?” She said

And then in there I realized Aya is still here.

“ I washed it” I answered

“Gabe is on the way, I bet her here” she said

“Did y’all mother fuckers call a code red.” I asked

“Just make more eggs” she said

“ shit make more of everything it looks good” she laughed while stealing a sausage

“Levi” Aya said walking out the room

“Yeah I’m in the kitchen” I answered

“Who is that” Nikki said

“Just be quite” i motion to her

“Wtf you mean?? Who is here?” She said looking lost

Lost is not I ever see on Nikki, I wanted to laugh

“Oh my this looks good” she said

Wrapping her arms around me, while I cook she kiss me my check.

“Did you find something” I asked her

“ yes I did” she answered

“Aya,” I whispered


“This is my friend Nikki” I say under my breath

She Squeezed me tightly, and kissed me again. released me and turned around.

“Nikki, darling hi” she said

“Yes, I’m Nikki” Nikki smiled like a kid

Aya looked at her then put her arm back around me. Slowly brushing my hair from my face.

“ oh yes Nikki, I saw you at the restaurant yesterday I remember”

“Your correct, that was me” Nikki looked confused

She kissed me again on the check, turning back to me.

“Do you feel better?” She whispered in my ear softly

“Yes, much better” I said back to her

She kissed me again, this was new for me. Even my past relationship was not affectionate like this. At its best this kind of intimacy, wasn’t shown. Felted deeper than some crush, or one-night stand. Nikki was blown away, needless to say a bit confused. She made eye contact with me for a moment and winked.

“Aya come sit with me” Nikki said as she patted the seat

“But of course” she said

“First let me get Levi a towel for her hair”

Soon as she was out of sight, Nikki could not wait to ask.

“Bitch, wait that’s your girl” she said

“Mrs. Pardon me?” She added

“Long story bro” I said

“You better get to explaining the damn story” Nikki said quickly

“Yesterday yo ass looked like fucking death” she hard whispered

“ now to fucking day you Mary fucking Poppins” she added

“Dawg yo ass crazy” I said laughing

Bleep bleep

Nikki checked her phone.

“Bro where the fuck is your phone” she snapped

“Gonna open the garage, Gabe is here!

“ She gonna fucking dye off this one” … she said walking away

“Alright do that”

I continue to cook, I need to light a spliff all this. All I want to do is lay back with Aya and these crazy mother fuckers had to show up.

“Bro who nice ass wipe?” Gabe asked

“What’s up with your phone my guy” she said laughing
“I don’t know where my phone is” i reply

“ well that’s crazy, you been in fucking a death state for mouths you can’t just leave and say nothing” she explained

“ I was worried about you, you look sick as hell yesterday, and why the hell is your hair so damn wet?” She added

“I got you a towel” Aya said as she entered the room

“Well hello” Gabe laughed

“Gabe this is Aya” Nikki intervened

“Remember from the brunch yesterday” she added

“No, I don’t but it’s nice to meet you” Gabe said

“Likewise” she said

“That must be your nice car in there” Gabe said laughing

“ yes, thank you” …

“Nice meeting you dear” she said

Watching her turn the corner, all those beautiful curls bouncing. My shorts rolled up on her with my yellow hoodie. She started talking but I couldn’t hear a word. Her arms feel so good around my neck, draping the towel over my shoulder. Aya, loves to kiss, the heavens know I love receiving them. I don’t know what they were doing around the corner, probably gossiping. Don’t matter I took advantage of the free moment and I lifted her up. Without hesitation she wrapped her legs around me. She looked down on me with so much passion. Can I stay locked in this moment forever? Smiling down at me, warmed my heart.

“I needed you” I whispered to her

“Me to” she said

Resting her head on mine, I put her down.

“Y’all gonna eat or talk” I said as I walked back in the kitchen.

The rain was still coming down harder than before. I was happy to be in the company of my friends and Aya. She won them over the same way she had won me. Watching her laugh at their jokes. She rubbed my leg, I kept flashing back to the shower making love to her. She gave it to me I mean gave it to me.

“I see you and Levi have similar style” Nikki said

“Similar yes” she answered

“Wait you were here from last night” Gabe asked

“Mind your business” I said laughing

“Dawg that a damn yes” Gabe said

“That’s why you don’t know where your phone is” Gabe smiled

“I called about 10 times” Nikki add

“I did mean to alarm you”

“ you were here making babies” Gabe nugged me

“Maybe we were” Aya said

“See I like her” Nikki whispered

“We all need a release from time to time” Nikki added

“It’s hard to find something real” Gabe interjected

“Can I ask you something?” Aya directed at Gabe


“You made love without your strap?” She asked

“Yes” Gabe answered quickly

You let her make love to you, key word Love?” She asked

“I’m not talking about a quickie, I’m talking home all day over and over no strap involved.” She spoke so sexy

“No I have not, I like with a strap” Nikki said

“How can you find real love if you can’t expose your real self?” She asked

“So you think strap sex is fake?” Gabe asked

“No, I don’t… I think it’s added for pleaser on both sides. However, I like real sex, me and that person intertwined lost in each other! I want to be able to touch them also. That’s a problem for most. Don’t get me wrong I like the strap also its nice. I want more!”

I could watch her talk for hours, she was so graceful, my friends seem to like her!

They continue to conversing, Aya left the table. They talked about my show coming up in two weeks. Wondering is Aya would be at my side. I hoped she would be the one with me. That’s for another day. Gabe and Bethany’s wedding will be coming the week after. I’m so happy for her, it’s been a long time coming.

“You look so much better today” Gabe said shaking my knee

“She’s amazing bro” Nikki

“Man yeah, all that shit!” Gabe added

“Yes it seems so” I reply

“Bro if I could find one women to look at me like that” Nikki said

“Plenty of women look at you” I add

“Not like that, fuck” Nikki laughed

“Where did Mrs Okaffor go” Nikki said

I look around, “wait I don’t know

“ well go check on Her, we about to head out” Gabe said

“I’m gonna be in town till Thursday we will link up” Nikki said

“Now that I know your beige ass alright” Nikki added

Gabe looked over to me, “I really do like her for you, she’s a women, take care of that”

Nikki raises her hand to her ear “call me, find your damn phone”

I could hear laughing from the room. Walking in I could her laying across the bed, on the phone like a teenager.

She caught my eye “come darling come”

She reached for me “baby this is my sister say hello”

She handed me the phone, “hello, Levi” an equally beautiful voice spoke out! “Levi, yes hello ayas sister”. She sounds so much like Aya
“You two are getting along well I see.” She said
“Yes we are” I reply
“Oh good dear” she answered
“ you two be good, Aya be good honey” she added

“Jana we must go honey, call you tomorrow” Aya said

“Ok honey, by Levi” she hung

“they left I’m sorry, I didn’t know they were coming”.
She leaned in to kiss me but I put my hand behind her head pulling her near. She smiled, “ it’s been to long”.

“I need to head home baby” she whispered
“Wait no, not tonight stay with me” I pleaded with her!
“I don’t want to over stay my welcome” she whispered
“You could never” looking into her eyes
Pulling her hair back from her face, “one more night”
Pressing on my stomach
“ I’ll stay with you whenever you want”. She added


Watching her bounce to her feet, talking and walking away at the same time. Looking back too me, it was as if I could see my entire future in her eyes. I grab her hand and spin her around, attempting to slow dance with her. Loving the way, she feels in my arms, never been into any fairytale type shit. Her smile and laugh Intoxicating the vibration though her body. Lost in time I take her hand spinning her once more. She could see I was defiantly feeling her.

“I’ll be cleaning this messy kitchen for you”. She said while I see her turn the corner.

I could music coming from the living room, It filled the house. The house hasn’t been alive in in so long. It was nice for a change, and it feels renewed. I fall to the bed like a feather, all the weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Staring off to the ceiling my once clouded mine was finally clear and free of all darkness.

Across the room in the far corner Could see the glow of what looked to be my phone. I hadn’t seen my phone from last night. I lay there in the moment, thinking should I even bother myself with the outside world? I decided its time! 8% charge I’m shocked it’s charged at all.

(147 notifications)

This to much I don’t know if I care about any of this.

Online notifications are always on Silent and for good reason.

Gabe: I’m glad to see you looking better
Gabe: I don’t know what’s going on bro but I like this Aya chic and I think you do to… be easy bro!

Nikki: Bro lol Girl wtf you came up! I fucking like what I see
Nikki: charge your damn phone!

Klaus: shit I see why you not answering the phone
Klaus: I hear you got yo self a baddy lol.
And I hear she nice too!
Klaus: why you not answering the phone

Marlo: Mf call me, damn, oh yeah why I didn’t get the invite to meet the lady friend!
Marlo: 76,000+ follows damn and no girlfriend or boyfriend no side pieces lol. She to fucking perfect!
Marlo: I looked up Aya online, you know me I fucking had to. How up get that one.
Marlo: I think I missed a lot from not going to brunch

We been friends for years and they all got their shit, but they look out and we are are family. Marlo is a Private investigator for insurance fraud. So, she can find anything, but i don’t want her looking up Aya. I don’t want Aya thinking we crazy as fuck. Although they are at the oddest of times.

Bleep Bleep….

Kiana: can we talk? I need you!

And the phone turns black

“Can we talk?” I say to myself

“I fucking need you” I mutter

God knew my phone needed to die and this very moment, my reaction wouldn’t be right. Sling the phone on the desk, all the papers fell to the floor. plopping down on the desk chair, push out a sound from deep in the pit of my stomach.
“FUCK HER!” I yell

“Are you ok in there” Aya says from the other room

I don’t answer instead I start looking for my charger. I need to know what Kiana wanted and why she needed me. Spotting it by the bed I drive across to plug the phone! I need this fucking thing to come on.

Kiana always knew how to push my buttons and always has. She looks for ways to interject herself into my life anyway she can. By Nikki calling her now she feels she may have found way in. Kiana was my first in every way, first girlfriend, first love, first time I had sex. She knew how to manipulate my thoughts. Anything she wanted and needed I obliged without fail. Fixing anything that needed fixing. She had been my first lover we dated when we were younger then after collage we got back together. We move to Atlanta together, about a year after being here she started seeing this singer by the name of Lex. Her favorite a Neo soul type of singer. I heard they were out together for a while, I never believe any of what I heard. Kiana was the friendly type of women so I never read too much into it. I knew she would frequent most of her shows In the area. For me this was worst because she told me that she went and how she loved it so much how amazing she was. Lex was a stud also, I knew Kiana had a thing for the singer type from when she was in college. The girl she was with back then went by Marty, piano playing Alicia Keys type. Wildly more feminine than I am, I would say a tomboy I guess. After attending the shows she’d come home and make love to me, but different from before, she wanted to be fucked no head no passion. I should read the signs but I love her and sex changes from time to time besides I enjoyed the fucking her that way. In the later part of February and with my own eyes i saw them together leaving a restaurant holding hand and laughing. Kiana text me that same even that she was staying over to a girlfriends because she was going through a breakup.

The lights are back, phone up and running.

“Levi are you ok in here” Aya said as she push the door open.

“Yes I’m ok” I reply

I could see by the look on her face she could see something was bothering me.

“I see you found your phone” she said

bleep bleep….
bleep bleep….

My phone went off back to back at least ten came thought. I didn’t check them because she was stand in the door way.

“Yes it was on the floor across the room” I said

Aya is a beautiful women in may ways, but her personality is her best attribute. She stood looking for a moment.

“Ill leave you to it honey” she said and quickly headed off again

I hope I didn’t offend her at all, picking up my phone to see what Kiana wanted. I realize it don’t matter what she wants the women before me deserves my attention. I turned my phone off and head in the other room where she was sitting at the bar. wrapping my arms around her, she flinched a bit then relaxed against me.

“I feel I’ve kidnapped you” I say in a whisper

“I don’t feel kidnapped, I feel happy” she whispered back

I wanted to know what Kiana wanted I love her for so long. Aya, was new to me and in the middle of my thoughts she turned around. Looking me directly in my eyes.

“Are you ok now Levi!” She asked with her hands touching my face softly

Look back at her I hesitate to answer, for fear of the wrong answer.

“Levi there are no wrong answers” she added as if she could read my mind.

“My ex text and said she needed me there were more but I didn’t read them” I say looking down

“Do you want to read them?” She asked

“I want to know what she said” I replied with Heist

“ no worries honey let go to the room so you can read them” she said while standing to go to the room

I sit in my desk chair, she hand me the phone from the charger.

“What makes you feel most powerful during sex? She ask while handing the phone

“My lady riding me, is the best thing ever” I add

“Do you feel powerful in that moment?” She asked again

“Yes…” I look at her

Do you want to wear a strap in this moment?

“Yes, it’s so nice to watch it going deep inside. It’s the biggest turn on for me.” I answer her

She asked me to put it on, because in this moment I would be the most powerful. She talks to from the room as I put it on. I walk out to see her sitting at my desk completely nude. Fuck me man, she’s so damn sexy! I walk over to her. She give me the seat back. Looking at her body, i pause to take it all in. looking her up and down, her skin so soft with no imperfections. I’ve never laid my eyes on a person, suddenly I realized she had gained my full and undivided attention! She reached for my assistance, I quickly reach my hand to assist her, she eased her way on my lap her outside my thighs, then draping her arms around my neck. My glide my hands up her outer thighs making my way inward. Covering her entire middle. I feel her thrusting slowly more and more with each inward motion. She kissed me softly over my lips she moaned please oh please. Running my fingers between the lips of her pussy I finger her slowly. Feeling the wetness escape her, covering my fingers. I’m extremely turned on by watch penetration, I could tell she was also. she reaches for the phone, It has escaped my mind about the text.

“How do you feel most powerful” she asked again

I could only smile at her.

She adjusted her body allowing my to slide it in her. Then as she starts to ride me she gives me the phone. She bounces on me nice slow I’m looking at her pussy gripping me and then I look at the phone. Struggling to open the screen, her stroke becomes longer and deeper. She kisses my lips, I glimpsed the words on the text screen.

Kiana: I miss you so much Levi
Kiana: I hurt you I know
Kiana: there is no one like you!

Aya felt so good on me, the words seems to have meant nothing. I reach out for her, the phone fell to the floor. I was completely taking over by her, how could she be this magnificent her warmth gripping tightly around the strap taking it in deeper with every stroke. Her wetness raining down to my lap as she rides me. This moment had taken me over, the movements of her body became one with mine. Sounds of her waters echo as her thighs meet with mine. Her legs vibrating as we collide. I view her from behind in the minor across the room. How beautiful better the any portrait I’ve drawn, A clear river had formed look as if ice was penetrating her and she her pussy was sucking it up before it melts. Checks bouncing on me to a beat only she could hear. She was beautiful, all of her, watching her I gasp for air… Feeling a warm burst from below, the earth was shaking from inside of me. Electric buzzing though my veins, as my hands grasp her skin. I released like never before. Aya flashed though my mind all the times I glimpsed her, her hands running down my hair, her leaning in my car, the kiss she blow me as she walked away, the first kiss, her on my lap. Her lips gently touched mine my body fully released. I grip ever so tight. Her eyes opened meeting mine. Lost forever in her eyes is where want to be.

Chapter (4) coming soon

Day in, Day out…. (2)

“I’m glad to see getting back to your everyday!”, Klaus.
“Bro, Fuck I thought we lost you”, Nikki

I’m good it’s getting back to normal… she moved out so I’m alright trust me. I muttered under my voice.

My friends have always given the support I needed. After 4 mouths of not doing anything but work from home. Yes Covid-19 has me in the house to drowned with the crazy thoughts of my ex cheating on me for almost a year right under my nose. Four months is a long time to think about how it happened, replaying it over and over your head. Over Analyze your thoughts, this lunch is what I needed. I think?

“You think I look good” i ask, with a deep laugh

Nikki’s look toward my direction I could see the concern in her gaze. Worried maybe I looked bad I look away. She knew me best, I was aware she could see the hurt I felt. She slowly looked down, “if you and Kiana didn’t work after 5 years then what the hell is next?” She whispered while sipping large gulp of her Mamosa.
I couldn’t answer, so I avoided the question altogether. Waving for the waiter to come over.
Klaus could since my awkwardness and up started talking about the virus and how everybody has been locked down. How people are going stir crazy. Thank God I didn’t really feel like talking about anything that had to do with Kiana. Not today anyway, brunch wasn’t the time for it, that was more of two cups of Hennessy and two blunts later type of conversation.
“How’s work” Klaus muttered
“Yeah, it’s good, you’ve seen all my post… no?” I answered
The waiter arrived, I’m starving at this point I was underweight. The not eating was taking a dramatic toll on my body and my color paler than usual. Stress has a way of taking over if you let it.
“Can I help you?” The waiter asked
“I’ll have another drink first… two crab cakes and a clear soup!” I asked him quickly
I knew Im not eating anything anyway. They all ordered what seemed like buffets. I had already had two drinks and was waiting for my third. Klaus was telling me about this new spot downtown we need to go to. I realize how out of touch with everything I was. At the time it just seems like I’m moving so fast like the room was in fast forward. My actual life is going in slow motion. Is this possible? Seemed they were laughing and chatting but I was standing still. Nikki and I have been friends for almost 16-year-old, I wanted to reach out and tell her I’m hurting and need to go home. Deep down I knew I needed to say. I needed the fresh air and to be out of my house in the company of friends. It was hurting me to sit up, my body felt as if though I didn’t belong to me. I watched as they talked about life and how they were enjoying it. I started to get caught up in my own head. I was there in the physical but completely absent in the mind. “did you order the crab?” A sweet voice said
It’s was a different waitress for before. I couldn’t help but notice she’s beautiful. He hair pulled back off her face.
“Yes I did” I whispered over the music. A band had started to play
“Good Choice my favorite” she said with a smile
She served all of the food at the table. Once her eyes met Nikkis I could see that she was kinda blown away. Nikki put on her boyish charm as usual and the young waitress fell right into her trap. I love watch who we were and the affect we had on people. Her body language suggested that she didn’t want to leave but she was at work so she had to.
“You keep them coming bro” I said
Nikki just looked at me the said “you already know”
Nikki was 5’9 golden skin with long dreads not as long and mine hers fell mid back. Women love that she’s tall and that she speaks Spanish. They fall for it every time, it’s most amusing to watch.
Klaus was the overly quit one, not real out there with women. In that way we were similar. Although our online presence was Strong you would never know that we were both introverts in our private lives. Most people found this to be shocking.

“Bro eat something, you can’t drink like that and you’re not eating anything” Nikki said and hand me the rolls

“ I’m good I’m going to eat something give me a second” I responded as i push back the rolls.

My hand had a mild trimmer as pick up my spoon, I wanted to avoid it all together. I knew I couldn’t with them watching so closely. French Onion and soup are one of my favorites. I decided I’d give it a try. Reaching for the spoon once more I felt a hand on my shoulder, I saw Nikki’s eyes Widen I wasn’t sure if it was in fear or what. I couldn’t read her face. Klaus eyes widen in such a way! Then I heard a voice
“ pardon me, I didn’t mean to bump you” she said
I look back like what the hell, but then my face soften when I saw her.

“ Its overly crowed in here” she said

I wanted to say the most idiotic thing like you could bump it to me anytime, but looking at her I could feel that wouldn’t be the right response to say to a women like her. Before I could answer she replied.

“Wait aren’t you Levi?”

“Well Well Well, yes she is!” Nikki said

Nikki was always right in the business, sometimes that’s a good thing. Like in the very moment.

“Well damn” I hear Klaus say really low

“Bro say something” Nikki laughed

“I’ve been following you for a few years now” she said

“A few years you say” Nikki smiled

“Yes I’m Her” I whispered

“Oh my, can’t believe it’s you” she smiled

I haven’t seen a women like her in so long from the lockdown and a dramatic break up. I must say I didn’t know how to respond. She stood with her hair perfect. Makeup flawless. Wearing a pair of gold shorts a loose sheer blouse, a single gold chain that dangled between her breast. I could see the curve of her breasts so clearly and the light freckles running across her skin. She was undeniably flawless she looked to be brushed with gold dust. I looked powerful, breath taking. No doubt not single or gay I could feel it. She absolutely remarkable. Her aroma engulfed I wanted to touch her, she stood about 5’6.

“Yes it’s me” I said again

I was lost for words…

“ you are beautiful” Nikki added

Nikki, she’s never lost for anything ever.

“Thank you dear” she replied

I stood and hug her softly, her aroma surrounded me and for a moment I felt I was heaven. Her breast were soft against my body warmth of her skin race though me. she side kissed my check.
I glitched for a moment seeing her under me.

“act normal” I say to myself

Come back to reality.

she slowly released her embrace. She ran her Beautifully done nails across my hair.

“I love your hair. your so…..” she paused for a moment
“beautiful handsome witch do you prefer” she whisper near my ear
Feels we are only people in the room.
I could barely find the words to say thank you.

“Thank you” my voice shook

“ I hope to see you around” she said releasing the end of my hair.

“Nice meeting you all” she waved to Nikki and Klaus

“ you too” Nikki only answered as per usual.

“Who the hell was that” Gabe said as she walk up

“Bro you look shook” Gabe laughed

“ you alright?” Gabe asked

Right at that moment I realized I never even asked her name I don’t know who she is. Do I walk to look for her to ask?

“Gabe you missed it” Nikki yelled over the music

Turning around to sit back down to see my friends going crazy. I sat down all I could think about was how she smelled and how she touched me… I could hear that “show me” by Alina Baraz was playing in the venue. I think she took the breath from my body.

“Got me so high… I can finally breathe
All that you are……”

“Earth to Levi” Nikki snapped

I could hear them all laughing but undoubtedly I was lost in this moment. The room became so large, feeling so empty and full at that same time.
“Kiana who? “Nikki laughed

Who was she? I asked myself
I could no longer see her and like that she had disappeared back into her world and I in what was left in mine.

“Earth to Levi” Klaus snapped

“ I hear you” I muttered under my breath

I sat down with a thud on the chair my mind had gone off into the mist, thinking about her body pressed against mine. Has it really been that long sense I was with a woman?   I want to come back to reality finding it so hard to just snap back into the conversation. My friends seemed overly excited as per usual. Gabe leaned in asking Nikki who’s the mystery women. And just like that Nikki went into full detail about her. The little that she knew. Nikki was well known for being the teller of everything…

“What was her name?” Gabe asked

“Bro Do you know her?” Gabe asked hitting my arm

“ Bro I fucking know you hear me” she snapped

I couldn’t find the words lost in this moment I sipped my drink and finally all I could say was “Huh…” looking up at her with complete irritation.

“You look like shit!” Gabe said shaking her head

“ get your damn hair twisted” she added

“What are you all going on about?” I asked

They all looked at me with a blank expression on their face. They were like children waiting to go out for recess. Only this was a woman.  I was tripping inside my head. I tried to come back to reality. It was too hard she’s was lingering on me, what just happened to me.

“Girl give me one of these crab cakes, eat one your damn self before you waste away. You look like shit” Said Gabe

I’m sure you can figure out pretty quickly what type of person Gabe is! Straight up blunt to the point never sugarcoating shit OG type, considerably so. She’s about five years older than us way more experienced. Not even gonna lie to you, sometimes that shit hurts but I let her go on because at least she’s my true friend.

I gave up one of my crab cakes, it would go to waste otherwise. Food hadn’t been a thing I care about in a while. Seems I hadn’t care about anything to much. Only hitting my deadlines. My stomach was so empty my body got a brush of the chills with every sip. The music started to fill the place the more i drank the more I let my mind escape me. Somehow, I had managed to block out all the other chatter from the room. And for a brief moment I was alone, the way I wanted to be.  

“Would you like another drink?” From the waitress that brought out the crab cakes

“Yes, not the Mamosa though a bottle of D’usse” I asked Making sure my friends didn’t hear my request. She smiled, “anything for you Levi”

“Levi” I chuckled

“ my friends have a sense of humor I see” I said leaning back in my chair

“Oh no, not your friends ” she leaned in and whispered

Her hand touching mine As to silence my thoughts, as she spoke she point upward to the far right Conner of the room.

“you are special I see?” she said

Leaning closer in she said, “Miss Shepherd requested that I come see what you wanted your Levi right? “

“Yes I’m Levi” I said confused

“ in that case I’ll get your drinks right over” she said

She stepped back and looked with a nice smile. I never finished ordering what I wanted but with the way things had be going maybe she was a mind reader. Today was different for sure, I’m not sure what she’s smiling so much for. She was cute in a I’m 20 kind of way.

“Levi why you not eating” Klaus ask while tapping my arm.

“I’m going to eat Klaus, I need to step out” I answered

“ ok, I’m worried about you that’s all” she replied

“Thanks, I’ll be right back” I said as I eased my way from the table.

“I’m lost as hell, what is going on?” Nikki said

“I’ll be back” I answered

a moment is what I was searching for, the place had become so crowded. The Tree House on a Sunday was the place to be in Downtown Atlanta. Making there grand opening a few weeks before Corvid down. With so many places closing they seem lucky to be doing so well. It’s completely abandoned the owner took their time on coming up with a theme, perfect food, beautiful scenery, and the wait staff is beings a whole new meaning to sexy. All of them so uniquely beautiful in their own way nothing like I had ever seen. It was like everyone and everything was a work art in some way. Everyone so different from the next, it’s intoxicating to watch them pass. they all gaze while passing me in the walk way, maybe it’s the weed I smoked before came? I’ve never tripped before, it could be because I haven’t eaten a full meal in weeks. I don’t know but it seems that their all paying especially Close attention to me. Maybe this was how they treated every one, I must admit it felt personal in a way.  
Meanwhile back at the table Nikki, Klaus, and Gabe were brought over the bottle that somehow turn to two with Multiple chasers, Goblets kings, and banana pudding edibles.

“What the hell did Levi order” asked Nikki

she said “no it’s The complements of Miss Shepherd”

“Miss Shepherd” Klaus replayed gazing over to the young women

She replied “The Owner”

“She seems to have a liking to your friend” she added

“Seems so” Gabe laughed

“well damn Levi, seems she still got the fucking Juice” Gabe said

They didn’t ponder over it too much, although curiosity still was on their mind thinking who the hell the owner of this place was? Nikki was quit for a moment not her usual reaction, she flipped her fork side to side as she gazed around the room. Gabe look over the glasses that were brought to the table. Rolling back in her hand thinking of how far they had come in the last 4 years at the international house of pancakes for brunch. Life had made a dramatic change. the idea that we were in our own lane in life.  

“yes, the glasses are yours to keep along with everything else” she said

“your giving us the glasses” Klaus said

“ wonder how Levi knows this person” Klaus added

“don’t seem like our Boy Levi been in the house like she said she has” Gabe laughed

“Yes the one who left the table is Levi correct?” the waitress asked

“Yes that’s her, we are kidding around really” Nikki said

“ then yes, and anything more you all would like!” the waitress smiled

Nikki laughed “you sure about that?”  

“If you need and anything more, I’ll be taking care of you” she said as she placed her hand on the back of Nikki chair.

The waitress was letting Nikki know what’s up. It’s crazy how she opens her mouth like that she’s hooked them.

“thank you that’s good for now” Klaus replies

She walked away, Disappearing off into the crowd. They say there for a moment looking out at all of the people. Klaus proceeded to fix her drink. thinking to herself who in the hell is Miss Shepard?

“you look lost?” I hear a voice

Looking back I see a women standing by a door.

“ no I’m not lost just taking it all in” I answered the young lady.

“ let me get the door for you, you seems tired” she said as she open the restroom door.

“ thank you it’s just been a while” I said

“ a while for what?” She replied

She smiled at me, how do I say it’s been awhile since I had human interaction. So this is My half assed attempt at being somewhat normal.

“I haven’t been out much” I answered

“ thank you for getting the door” I added

“Anything for you” she said

I look at her as I walk in the door, wondering why she said it like that?

“You said its been awhile, hope that changes for you” she smiled

“ see you soon Levi” she added then walks away!

“Levi” I say to myself

What the hell is going on in this place? I was feeling so lost, I fucking hope I’m not tripping. Shit, anything is possible I’m not exactly the ideal person right now. All the weed I smoke to get this art work done in the right timeline. Deadline after delaine, I need something to take the edge off. So, a spiff and a drink and I’m good.

Meanwhile, Nikki became impatient, I had been gone for a while. Nikki knew me better than anyone so her instinct was to look for me. Nikki was the most outgoing of all my friend and the most reliable. She was always right there didn’t matter the reason real friend indeed.
As she strolled the walk ways, Nikki was taking a back by all of the artwork and the exquisite detail in every little groove of the building’s layout. as I had before she notices the people working here were of all different cultures beautiful so and rare. Asking herself who are all these people? This place was like know other. As she walked the Atrium she stopped for a moment the art on the wall looked really familiar. She grabbed her phone out her pocket quickly.

“Where is the damn Camera?” She said to herself

Rustling with her phone she finally managed to get to the camera open, walking closer she paused.

“What the fuck” she snapped


Quickly looking around to see if anyone was looking. There was no one there but as she glared out suddenly she realized all the work she could see was Artjunki.
The Artjunki had been my signature from college! She looked around the room almost stumbling as she looks at how many there were.

“this is all Levi’s work” she said under her breath

“ how could this be” she said

“ can I help you” A voice said

“I’m sorry miss” Nikki said as she turned around

“Who put these here?” Nikki asked her

“ I’m not sure, why?” She replied

“Nothing, it ok” Nikki replied

“I think I may know the artist” Nikki smiled  

“ there are more upstairs and some in the bar by the same person” she said

“Oh ok. Ill check then out” as she fumbled with her phone

I finally make my way back to the table, I had even realized how long I was gone. Everyone seem to be in a vibe. They were all on the eatables I need to be on their level and soon. Seemed I missed a lot, or at least I think I missed good part. I order a bottle of D’usse but this was well beyond that, they were having a nice time, I didn’t bother with the details. My friends had a thing for being extra as fuck.

“Where is Nikki?” I asked

Gabe said “looking for you,”

“Oh okay well she didn’t fucking find me” I laughed

“Shit that fucker probably got lost, everybody working is crazy beautiful” Gabe said

“You know Nikki” Gabe laugh

“I’m noticing” I replied

“bro who the hell is Miss Shepherd?” Klaus asked

“ my seventh grade teacher” I laughed

“Why you asking” I replied


I checked my phone,
Message from Nikki

Nikki: Who did you sale this too?
(A picture of some of some of my work popped up)
Me: somebody online why?
Nikki: it’s up here in the atrium along with about 5 others…
Me: what?
Nikki: Artjunki, and all Bro
Me: what, I’m confused
Nikki: who is miss Shepherd?
Me: I don’t know Bro
Nikki: where you at?
Me: at the table!
Nikki: I’ll be there, I’m talking to someone….
Me: alright

This day is all so overwhelming, I need to sleep and I have two deadlines to meet. Its good to be out the house. I’m ready to go!

“Miss Shepherd is the owner of this place I’m gathering” I said confused

I was confused with everything, but no need making a big deal over it. I had Klaus to pour me a drink, and relaxed back. I need this moment before Nikki gets back. She about to blow up the spot, about everything. Truth is I don’t have the energy to care. Although I’m thankful I can’t today.

“You ladies good” A gentleman says

“ yes everything’s good” Klaus replies

The guy carries on for a bit with my friend. I scan the room where did she go I know she could’ve gone that far. Admittedly I’m overwhelmed with her beauty, maybe is all the drugs or the fact I’m probably gone stir crazy. I’ve never been overtaken by someone based on looks alone. Somehow, I don’t feel this about looks alone. This was different the way she handled me, the way she said my name don’t think I’ve ever heard anyone speak that way. “FUCK” The way she said “Levi” her voice echoed in my mind.

“Levi” , Nikki said

“Levi” Nikki yelled

“Fuck maybe I’m Trippin” I say

“What you talking about” Nikki said

“Nothing I’m in my head bro” I say as I look up

“ I see “ Klaus said laughing

“ what’s on your mind” Klaus said

It’s been a long nine months from the last I was between a women’s legs. I can talk about that. Well not right now in this moment. So, I change the subject quickly.

“Nikki what’s up” I mutter

Nikki rambled on about the paintings and how they were all so strategically placed throughout the entire restaurant. I try to explain to her there’s really nothing I can do about that once I’ve sold them they belong to the individual. However, her biggest concern was the person clearly knew I would come here and that’s why everyone has been so nice. She could have a point, sadly I don’t have the energy to even focus on any of it.

“I need to head out” I said as I stood to my feet

“You leaving we just got here” Nikki said

“Levi on some real shit you need to be out the house, and you still haven’t eaten shit” Gabe said

“I just need to smoke and lay the fuck down” I muttered

“Naw you need to fucking eat and fuck” Gabe said  

“Pussy might change some shit” she went on to add

“I’ll keep that in mind” I said

“ alright Hit me up later” I pound it out

Everything about this place was nice the Valley area even has white soft leather sofas. I handed the dude my car card and he headed off for my car. I can see there’s a lot of commotion going on as they pull up a 2021, the second-generation Roadster by Tesla. It’s nice I had never saw one before well not in person. They pull around with my car, I tip the guy. Getting in I desided to pull up and get myself straight, roll a splif for this long ride home. I need to clear my mind of all and everything that has happened in this day. I planned to ease back into day to day interaction, however this was more like triple axel with a somersault for the USA gold metal. I’m so exhausted mentally and physically I need to fall the hell out on the sofa no phone, no friends, just sleep. It’s never that easy.

Three general Knocks to the passenger window…

My body jerked looking toward the window I saw just a shadow.

“Levi” a voice said lightly

I reached for the control to let down the window, while looking outward in the direction of the shadow. The light shifted and I could now see her face. There stood the women from earlier. As the window lowered she leaned on the frame of the door.

“ is this ok” she asked

“Yes it’s alright” I said

Looking at her I saw one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen. Her blouse exposed the shape of her breast and her gold coin chain hanging from around her neck draping downward. Blinding me for a moment, the light above where she stood hit it just right. Her voice she wasn’t from around here, so proper and well-spoken.

“Pardon my stopping you in this way” she said

“It’s fine really” I replied

“ wanted to give to my card” she said as she handed it to me.

, Her hand touched mine. As reach for the card.

“Your nails are so nice and your hand so soft” I said looking at her in the eyes

“I hope so dear, and thank you” she said looking down on me

“perhaps we will get together soon I’m hoping” she said smiling

“hope I’m not to forward for you” she adds quickly

“You good, I probably need that” I reply  

“what do you need Levi? You seem you would have everything” she said leaning further down on the door of the car

“ sadly I’m not sure” I replied

Looking down at the card I could see it was black with pink handwriting. Before I could finish reading it.

She said. “There is something about you”

I smiled

“What’s that” I answered

“You sre different for me” she said Quickly

The way she moved when she spoke, she was sensational and she knew it! I could see the shape of her breast once again. Her sheer blouse and near sheer bra, I could now see the rise of her nipples.

Is she attached to me? I thought to myself

“Am I” I said to her

I looked over, her gaze intoxicating.

“ of course you are, as I’m sure your aware of dear” she said with a smile

“I don’t think about things like that to often” I reply

“ The modesty” she answer with a slight chuckle

Biting my bottom lip try with great intensity to hold back my thoughts, I looked at her once more, while she laughed her breast moved gently.  {fuck I wanted her}

Get out your head Levi, I say to myself

Her blouse has wrinkled just a bit but she was still stunning. Changing my gaze back to her face before she noticed. She had me in golfed by her charm. Her body language was sensual leaving me with underlying desire for her. Could it be from the tragic break up that left me so weak like this?

“I don’t want to keep you, although it been a pleasure” she said

“I don’t mind being kept by you” I say I a low voice  

Although I meant it I didn’t want seem despite.

“now that’s an answer I like most” she smiled so big

Fuck, I wanted to touch her once more, realizing that might be a bit awkward. As she stood back to smile.  her silhouette was unbelievable, my whole body was overwhelmed by her.
Levi, hold it together I say twice in my head
Her hips reminded of a heart, her waist was so small her thighs thick with a slight gap between them. Showing extremely defined “V” of her vagina her shorts fit her gripping her so nice. Omg she was perfect.  

Get out your head Levi…I repeat again
Someone was telling her about her car being ready. She turns ever so slightly, there it was a side view of her body, God was showing off his Skills with her, more perfect then I’ve ever seen. With a nice jiggle as she spoke to the guy across the way. Perfection indeed all this in one woman. She waved over to the man, seemed he was telling her about her car. 

“I’ll be there shortly” she waves over
She brings her attention back to me. Only this time when she leaned down I focused more on the gap between her thighs, thinking how I could run my hand between them.

Fuck me man….  Levi get out of your head!.

“Im glad we finally met” she said

“ I would want to see you again, if you don’t mind” she added

“Soon” she said with a snap

“ trust me you will” I say looking up to her.

“Use the card I gave you” she said while waving

“don’t leave me waiting” she whispered

She started to walk off, the man who was talking to her had opened door for her and waited. watching her as she made her way to her car. I could watch her all day her body my drifted once again. This time I only thought of wanting to know her more. The valet was equally mesmerized by her. She then looked back waved once more, softly kissed her finger tips and waved once more. She was fucking breath taking to say the least. Then it struck me like lightning I still have never asked her name. She got in her car and like that she was gone once more. I grabbed my lighter and lite my joint and pulled off.

Once home I needed a moment, sitting in the drive way of my place car parked. It’s been a long day. After I finished my joint, I got out the car. The card she gave me fell to the ground. I had gotten caught up in the moment forgetting she gave it to me. Picking it up it read:

Day Party
For all Your Day Party Events
Contact the city’s best party and event coordinator
Number: (555)333-1220
By, Aya

Aya, could she be more irresistible? Aya is Aya..

Chapter (3) coming soon

With out a Strap (1)

Open Book,

I use to think I was capable of seeing the world differently… truly thinking I possessed some type of superpower, that could see past all of the idiocy of other people’s bullshit.
…. my own is included in that! I’m not Saint!
Looking back, seeing how I fucked a few people over. Suddenly made me realize, there is no perfect. How can I expect anyone to be so perfect? Does anyone want perfect? Do they want a fairytale? I don’t want perfect, I want real passion, juices following through my lips after a bite of a ripened Georgia peach. The earth’s Natural real passion.
“What is real?”
Looking over my social media and my contacts… I gaze for hours as if my phone would change. Real may have nothing to do with the girl that I fantasize over, or even see myself with. In a world filled with City Girls, while it’s entertaining it’s nothing that interest me long-term. This world isn’t ready for a lesbian, that knows what she wants and gets it! Look at me talking you to death as I do,
Maybe I should introduce myself “Leona Okaffor” but everyone calls me Levi. The ladies seem to like Levi better. Rolls off the tongue a lot better than Leona. kind of nice meeting a woman for the first time, watching stumble over there words to say a cute version of Hi. I try to put my 5’2 110lbs charm on them, I think it’s the dreads they do it for them! Even the ones that clam to not be into women they still check me out. If just for a moment I still like the vibe it gives me. I can feel them nervous trying not to look. Sexy to see a beautiful woman want engage but afraid of how much they may like it. You can see them entertaining thoughts flowing through their head.
My mom “Connie” Constantine Okaffor said I made my life harder. Being biracial was hard enough. “Levi” why so many tattoos? why dress like that? Why the all the extra? Why the weed? And the hair “Baby you’re so beautiful.”
To fill you in on my back ground the mom is from Italy and the dad is from Ghana. My father passed away when I was ten, and my sister Nori was about to turn 9 wasn’t an easy time for biracial families then. Moms became extremely over protective keeping up away from harm and what she thought would affect us. She believed her way was best to school then home. There was little time for anything other than household chores and homework. I started to change dramatically, my appearance who’s my outward expression who are truly was. A Piercing here, A tattoo there, she still supporting me in every way. My mom was the first to give me true support, although she complained every minute of it…
I still hear, “Levi why?”
Deep in the corners of her mouth I could see that she wanted to smile my mom loved me!
As it would turn out I think I made her quite proud. I was able to complete my degree in graphic design. No children on the way.
“Yeah baby girl I’m not the father”
Well not yet.
I think I’m a true catch!
Art became an outlet for deep emotion and the gate way to the Financial status I was aiming to achieve. It’s been a bumpy road it’s had its ups and downs ins and outs anything more that could explain good and bad times.
Early on I realized Internet popularity it was the key to financial growth when it comes to my career. You can drive your market in the direction you would like!
oh yeah,
I don’t work for anybody!
If it could all be so simple as work was starting to progress and become. The internet made life in the art world easier, peddling for gigs was a thing of the past! My internet social status starting starting to make me money, I couldn’t have been happier. With all that I. Place and flowing the right way you’d think I could get my love life in order to. However, my on-again off-again relationship seems to have come to a complete end all of a sudden. There is no easy way to break up I guess! I found myself shattered into a thousand pieces, A puzzle that no one wants to put back together.
Why is it so damn hard to find the person who wants to complete you! Want to satisfy your desires as you do the same for them. Is this unfathomable to want for yourself? Is it wrong for me to want someone that wants me around and only me, the only thing in the front of her brain? As much as I want that person to complete me, I also want to complete them. Learning a person can be hard, but learning me for them could be much harder. deeply I work on not destroying her with the darkness I feel in my mind. I know what I need I only wish a woman desired to guide me past my inner fears. It’s easy to hurt new lovers with the rejection of the old love of the past. At one-point I said “Im writing off love”
“Love don’t live here anymore” longing to be loved by another had left me jaded. Until a trip to downtown Atlanta

Chapter (2) coming soon

Will He?

I need to find myself, I’m to lost in you!

Buried deep down under you!

Lost behind the masks of life, his days of darkness.

Will I Lose my souls trying to save his?

Its this the sacrifice we make in the exchange of power?

This flows in the ocean of my mind….

Who would I be if I discover his unknown power?

Will he see me as his rib, as his half to his undone have?

Will he see the sawing, the progress I’ve made?

Or will he see only the pain of the before?

Will his heart fail, not knowing his truth?

I’m trying to mend his past, his broken heart, his lost soul, building a stronger structure!

Will he see that he is great and better then the world has thought him!

Stronger then the labels set before his arrival!

Stronger then the shade thrown by the world…

Stronger the barriers build by those afraid of his talents given naturally.

Or will his brokenness block me out, and see me as the enemy.

Will he???????


Moving on is a crazy place…

Crushing me down pinning me to seat someone set aside for me!

I can’t breath at all, the thunder in my chest signals the storm approaching!

Lighting cracks feeling of the explosion of my heart!

Pain so unbearable!

I don’t even know where too start, feels like you ripped out my heart!

Hold it hostage, awaiting the storm…

Ive been drowning in these tears…

I dont want to let you go.

90% chance of rain…

Please give me back my heart


I’m about too leave, out of body experience!

Do what you did…!

Fuck up something for real, there a storm coming in’

Carter, look what you made me do!

She’s coming out the south, coming weak-less!

Category 4!

Take his heart out his Chest, taking everything in my way!

You tried to flex???

Coming reckless for you!

Im gonna zip something up…

Leaving him lifeless!

That his ass!

Took back everything you took from me!

chalk outline, no resuscitation!