It’s hard to explain who I am it changes everyday. I hope you stay tune to read more about me as I go a long my journey. Hopefully my story can explain and show you who Monroe Carter really is. Who is Monroe Carter?
It’s hard to explain who I am it changes everyday. I hope you stay tune to read more about me as I go a long my journey. Hopefully my story can explain and show you who Monroe Carter really is. Who is Monroe Carter?
When the flesh is bare the soul is opened and you are truly free. I inhale as I place the palm of my hand firm on the small of her back. Pulling her closer into me, the softness of her skin against me as I feel her lips kiss my neck her tongue slowly eased across the lower ear. This drove me over the edge I can’t resist her, I felt the need to jump. Her legs straddled over my lap, she sits up then looks over my face, the glow of her eye peered through her hair. Aya was stunning in every way her face was free of makeup, her freckles danced over the bridge of her nose, her hair still wet. The rain water dripping off the ends of her jet-black curls spiraling down then dropping to her shoulder. I assist her to remover her top she had on no bra, her breast bounced slightly her nipples erect. Sucking gently on her nipple, the tiny ripples graze my tongue. Why was she fine, taking her shorts off with much ease, her body belong in my possession? Gentilly I run my hand between her legs applying pressure with my fingers to the outline of her virginal walls. Our eyes lock as my fingers sink deep into her and I watch the reaction grace her face. Slowly her eyes close as she becomes lost in the moment. The plumpest of her lips brush against mine the breath of her mouth elapse, genitally sucking her bottom lip between mine. Deeper I go inside her, a moan releases from her body as she gazes into my eyes. She had ignited this flame within, soon finding myself completely lost. The wetness of her vagina streamed down my fingers. her hips thrusted harder and harder still looking into my eyes. Aya’s mouth slightly open panting as she runs her hands through my hair with vigor, gripping my dreads in the palm of one of her hands. The feeling was crying out as I wrap my other hand around her throat, her mouth widens and she gasp for air. forcing her head back, I could feel her legs widening. I could feel the way she wanted me. Her body bare in my lap, the droplets of water continued running down her stomach. Without hesitation I lick her mouth hand still around her throat, her body first flitch then relaxed. I suck her skin between my lips. I can taste the water in my mouth.
Her legs wrap around my waist as I lay her on her back. releasing her neck, she laid there for a moment her body was still. I could hear the rain fall once more. Her arms reached for me, I was breathing in love. Aya ran her finger tips along my face tracing my jaw line. Her lips began to kiss against my cheek bone then downward to my lips. The kisses grew wild and deep as her one of arms hung over my shoulders and her hand wrestled in my hair. Her naked body was soft in my hands, she pulled my shirt over my head. I struggle to remove my shorts.
“Fuck me” she whispered softly
“that what you want?” I asked
“please” she replied
“babe please” she said as she rubbed my hand between her legs.
For a moment I fingered her feeling the wet sensation running down my fingers. She let out a deep moan. And for a moment I needed blanked out, my mind had left the building. Lost in a stand still of time, this must be what they talk about in the movies.
Then it hits me my strap was across the house in my bedroom. with all the rain we became carried away, I wanted to give it to her. Knowing the journey across the house was to much and that it would ruin the moment. The house was full we could hear the music blearing over the house and the sound of laughter filled the air. My mind continued to race back and forth.
The warmth from her palm against my face, her lips press against mine was electric. It was like lava through my veins. My hands open her legs while kissing her inner thigh, making way to her lips then parting them with my tongue. Licking deep into her I could feel her once tense core relaxing and tighten. Similar to a heartbeat faster as I lick deeper. Inside her hole as deep as could tasting her sweetness. Finding my way to her clit my fingers inter back into her where they once were. I could feel her body falling apart beneath mine. She shook then quickly change to vibration, she grabbing my hair pressing my face deeper, her response was ever so strong.
Her body shivers as she begins to climax, she melts under me. She is my everything I don’t want this moment to ever conclude. My evolvement with women had become drugs that my soul required. Hard white. Looking on to her I could now see she was me and I was her. feeling this moment with her. I had never felt love the way I do with Aya. Could I be with my truth, could I have found my soul or could she have found me. It a lapse of time I was lost in her, high then I had ever been I was sowing. Wings had formed and to had left this earth as I had known it before, I had found the one for me!
I read one time, I don’t recall where.
“When fire crosses before your eyes you will feel pain then soon you will heal. The life will burn you, seek refuge in the ocean.”
Had I found the ocean?
I wake with the sun beaming in my face, I had fallen asleep with the blinds open and the drapes pulled back. Aya, love the feeling of the sun on her face as the morning sun rose. I relish in the moment when we wake up together, soy was different Aya wasn’t next to me, my arm dragged along the bed where her body would normally lay. The Aroma of Egyptian musk linger on the sheets. My hand grasps her pillow I notice I note pinned to the pillow.
I’ve was gathering what I should bring, but I longed for you. I came to kiss you goodnight but you were fast asleep. Levi, I love you hope you have a good morning see you soon my handsome.
Love you Aya
I sit here reminiscing over the times we share, it has only been a month in this month we’ve done more than I’ve done with others in a lifetime. After reading the note it dawned on me, I wanted her first day of living in her new home to be one to remember.
We had decided on living at my place because of my art studio. It would be hard to move all of it, so we Decided on staying here for now. I pull from the closet the Drawing from the weeks before.
“where would be a good place to hang this” I think as I look around.
The foyer as you walk through the front entrance of the house would be perfect. This would make it visible to her as soon as she walked in. It’s wasn’t long before It was hanging. I hadn’t realized how large it was. I couldn’t take my eyes off it, I stood there mesmerized, I had captured her beauty. The lines were exquisite her eyes full, I had captured Aya.
The sound of my phone startled me. I had become caught up in the gaze I had drawn for her. Then without looking at my phone I answer.
I say “sorry hello”
I hear a voice Whimpering then struggling to speak.
“Levi, “the voice paused
“Yes Hello” I ask
“Please talk to me” A very muffled voice said
“Kiana” I say
“Levi, please don’t hang up” her voice sounded weak
“I’m not going to hang up, what’s going on” I say not wanting to be rude
“I don’t know what to do?” ….
“I was wrong and sorry for that, but Levi I love you” Kiana went on
“We are us, and we can’t end this way” she begged
Kiana, always had away in the past and finessing her way back into my life no matter how much hurt she has caused. She knew how to manipulate me into thinking that I was the problem, and if this was two months ago it may have worked. I didn’t say much, listened to her talk. But in true Kiana fashion, she couldn’t hold it together that long. If this were a game of charades she would always lose!
“Who is Aya, why would you bring her around our friends our fucking family?” She yelled
“How could you?” She shouted
“How the fuck Levi” seem she was vibrating through the phone
“Kiana, I have to go” I say then hang up
I fell back on the sofa, and phone fell to my side… I don’t want to think too much on it. I would never want to hurt Kiana. I can’t allow this shit not to fucking day! My phone continued ringing for about the next hour. I headed for the shower.
The water Collides with my skin then trickles down my back. I realize I’m closing the chapter of what used to be my life and opening a new one. And for the first time I realize that I am petrified, afraid of the unknown. This is such a big step for me, my past has been dark and lonely and for the first time in a very long time I wake up smiling looking forward to what is next. My life with Kiana had placed the darkness of myself that I wanted to relieve. I hope place that I never want to revisit. As I shower every visit moment that I’ve spent was Aya. Vivid thoughts of her smile, and how she loves me deeper than I could ever have imagined.
Some would say that we’re moving too fast it’s only been a month already moving in together. To hell I guess I’m part of the stereotype, but I want this and I needed it! I couldn’t imagine going backwards now taking back all of the things I’ve shared with her. They say love is blind I never really understood that. It’s not that it’s physically blind, it’s the act of the unknown you never know a person ‘s true heart only what they allow you to see. Could she be the one that one real thing I have?
The morning past quickly and before I knew the moving trucks are backing in and the time had come.
“What up bro” Nikki yelled as she hoped out the drivers set!
Now where the hell did she come from? Seeing how my friends embraced her made me happier still!
“How did you link up” I reply
“Bro you haven’t been answering your phone” she said while greeting me with an arm pound and a hug
“what’s wrong with your phone” Nikki looked at me puzzled
Her face read Do you know today’s a big day!
“I been getting things together around here” I answer
“Where is Aya” I quickly add
“She stopped at the filling station” Nikki said while opening the back of the moving truck
Nikki was a masculine stud; however, her face was still beautiful. She wore a pair of Nautica swimming trunks and Sports marina. Nick wasn’t the most physically fit person she was slim and tall. She was natural build we called her skinny fat; although she was nowhere near fat. Her body was covered in tattoos her neck, arms, legs and back, she had work at this for year to make her body a walking work of art. Her personality loud and could fill any space know matter the size. Her face was more beautiful than most would like to admit, making her irresistible to most. This had often been an issue to on lookers, she was a real force in the gay scene. Her dreads hung down her back, her curls escaped and flew free of her dreaded part of her hair.
Looking on her I as ask “are you and Nori together now?”
she takes a deep breath and then sits on the back of the truck. Looking up at me with Slight smile.
“I would say so, but to be real I’m not sure?” she said and asked
Before I could reply to her I hear the sound of an angel singing through the air. Then I feel her embrace her hand glide up my back to my shoulder. A chill flow though me, I close my eyes and smile inwards.
“well damn you alright?” Nikki laughs and reaches toward me tapping my arm
It was clear I was lost for a moment Aya has this effect. She seems to talk to me with no words, this was a gift that only she seemed to have. Her fingers wrack my hair as her lips find the base of my neck. the air slowly escapes my body. I quickly reach for her hand resting on my shoulder, in an attempt to compose myself.
“Aya, ease up on my boy” Nikki laughs
They both start to laugh Nikki grabs her lifting her off the ground, laughter filled the air.
“oh my god, why” Aya said
Watching them as they played around was so amusing. Seeing my friends love her was more the I had asked for.
“Hi Everyone” I hear as I look up and see my lovely sister and Bethany
“hey Handsome” Bethany said smiling
“did you miss me yet” she added
I smile big then reply “hell yeah”
“you already know what it is” I say as her arms wrap around me.
Out the corner of my eye I see my sister, and Nikki. I see them kiss I mean really kiss for the first time. I had never saw them be intimate before.
“Nigga who the fuck painted that picture in your house bro? Gabe comes out the front of the house
“oh my god did you do that Bro” she added
“yes, I did it” I say trying give her the look to be quiet
Our best friend understanding worked most the time but, in this case, no it did not!
“what are you talking about?” Nikki said
“Levi here fucking painted her ass off, I ain’t never seen no shit like this” Gabe
I wanted her to stop talking, I needed her to stop talking. Gabe usually picks up and social ques but not this time, not when I needed her to.
“man fuck” she yells out once more
I see Aya look over my way, as she looks Gabe grabs her hand in the attempt to guide her in the house. I can feel the nerves in my body tighten and my heart starts to race. Gabe walk with so much intent, holding Aya’s hand ever so tight. Aya follows her with no hesitation, her face looked of wonder somewhat like a child looking into the unknown. The bigger question I ask myself was when the hell did Gabe get here, where did she come from?
“Levi what is she talking about?” Nori said looking onward
Trying to steady my hand, Bethany placed her hand over mine in an attempt to steady it. With all that was going on I had forgotten about the painting all together. My mind floods of thoughts as far back when we met. Again, I Bethany squeezes my hand. Although she hadn’t idea what it was, she knew it was making me quite petrified.
Then a scream rang out, Nori, Nikki and Bethany take off running, it’s a painting I yell out!
“what a painting” Nikki said looking back
“yes, a painting of her” I say as I stand to my feet
“a painting of Aya?” Nikki replied
Nikki rest her arm around my neck as we head toward the house. Rubbing my head like daddy bear “this must be a bad ass picture” she laughed
“the shit we do for the love women” she added
“yeah I love her, shit crazy” I reply
“bro I fucking see that shit” she snapped back squashing me tighter
As we approach the walk way I see Aya, she screams a bit a she reaches for me. She appears to be crying, her eyes are red and I can see the water running from her eyes. She throws her arms around my neck I lift her up. And her legs warp around me. I’m not the biggest fucking person in the world but I lifted her, her head rested on my shoulder. Her voice weak as she cried as she me thank you over and over. Everyone walked in the house to check it out, but truly I believe most to give us the moment we need. Aya continues to cry nudging her face with mine, I kiss her softly. The taste of salt from her tears remain on her lips.
I whisper to her as I kiss her “you know I love you right?”
Again, I say it louder this time “you know, that right?”
“baby stop crying, its ok” I say
Her breast and upper body begun to rest against me, she felt so warm in my arms. Her chest was moving fast from crying. I didn’t expect this reaction from her. I’m sure people have done may things for her. Bigger and more over the top things.
Meanwhile in the other area of the home my family and friends gather looking at the painting, and Bethany in regular Bethany fashion started to make dinner and get the drinks flowing! She had always been a wonderful hostess. You could the hear the music cascade over the walls.
If you lookin’ for a man to love you, mi deh yah
Mi seh mi deh yah
Oh God, mi deh yah
If you want a man to show you he love, mi deh yah
Fi light ya fire, with desire
Why, oh why, oh why
With di wide-eye
Been watchin’ you from this morning from the high tower
Yer that you lookin’ for a real gangsta, I come over
That’s your require, and I acquire
To satisfy ya, yeah
Gyptia, Deh yah
Nori calls out to Aya, “baby come on baby lets not this moment past us by.”
I watch the music surround Aya
Explosions and eruptions
Reach Climax, Don’t hold back
Bring fire to my gas, Explosions. Eruptions
Ride it like champion, slap yuh pon yuh batty gal, control it
Bruk yuh like a bad gal, gimme we yuh got gal, all of it
Put ah hickey pon yuh neck, so yuh nuh forget
Kiss yuh pon yuh breast mek yuh body wet,
Ricky blaze rang out and took over the whole mood. I caught the vibe and lite my spliff watching her dance. Bethany caressed her up and down she wind slow then fast. how could one human began be so exquisite. Aya threw her hair back throwing her hips as she winds up her body. I see everyone enjoying them selves ill call a mover to un pack her tomorrow. The music sent trimmers across the ground and the rain begun to fall. The rain fell hard almost as if there dancing brought the rain. Pouring over their body. They turned up more as the beat hit harder. Nikki lifted Aya and Nori hand above their head, slow dance up against there body’s. The smoke fills my lungs, my spliff between my fingers as I blow the smoke back out.
“Bottles up…” Klaus yelled out
“Oh, wait Raise your mother fucking glass! My big bro is getting married to the love of his life my beautiful sister Miss. Bethany Miles. Bethany, we love you, all of us. I’m so glad to see you all happy” Klaus said with tears in her eyes
“Drink, Klaus has had many and forgot” Marlo said taking the mic
Aya, pressed against me while sipping my drink, she was feeling nice like most everyone else. My hand around her waist, she felt so nice next to me. As she spoke to Carla my eyes watches how her body moved.
Everyone had a speech Nikki, Marlo and Nori. I Did not thank god the cake started coming out to the floor. Thank God I wasn’t ready that was never my thing, being in the front. Bethany taps her glass with a fork, the crowd grew silent.
“Thank, all for coming! I want to say something to everyone one… life is short! Love with you Hearts love with your mind your body your spirit. But most of all love make it often make it in everything that you do. Making love isn’t always about sex not always anyway. Gabe is the love of my life, she gives me the World even before we had money. Things weren’t perfect not always, but she loves me even when I don’t love myself. Her friends love me more than I could ever hope for. Nikki the outgoing love, Marlo the stand offish one, Klaus the one who saves you. and…. my Levi. Levi, I love you, I’ve never shared to others why only Gabe knows! I almost gave up on life two years ago, but by the grace of God the holy father my phone call Levi. I’ll never know how but she heard my cry and she called 911 Gabe, Nikki, Klaus, Nori and my mother! They found me with the find my phone! Levi, I love you with all my heart and Levi baby that woman at your side I love for you and you love her to! We are the same in this way Levi.”
walking over toward me, she hugged me with all her might Gabe assisted her in her walking!
“Tell her, because you do” she said
Thank god she had put the mic down.
“She loves you too Levi, that hurt is over” she said
“Me and Gabe love you” she hugged me
“Come put your arms around them” she asked
Bethany asked so they all fucking group hugged me, what the fuck?
“I’m sorry you know how much she cares about you” Gabe said in a low voice
Holding back the tears for my eyes, Aya who was sitting there the whole time swept my face with Palm of her hand.
“Come on let’s get some air” she suggested
“She never deserves to be treated that way in the first place” Bethany said rolling her eyes
“I don’t understand why she’s here I’ve never liked her not ever” Bethany added
“Baby, baby” Gabe said giving her strong eye contact
“She can’t treat Levi like that and then just try to show up” Bethany had had too many!
Bethany was a beautiful soul, she showed so much love and gave one thousand percent at all times. She was fragile and Gabe knew this so she protected her with all her might. We were a family and had been for so long. The drinks had set in and you see how our family operated.
We finally escaped to the back patio were I finally could relax on the outside sofa.
“Look what I have” she smiles
She had a splif, Klaus had rolled it earlier that day. I know when the last time I hit a joint that hard was. Honestly, she had thought of everything, more importantly she actually thought of me.
“help me Roll this dress up “she said
“I wanna sit across your lap, and there’s nobody else out here” she added
She held my splif while I rolled up her dress, to my surprise she actually smoked it.
“Your panties are pretty; can I take them off” I ask
“they belong to you, do whatever you want” she smiled
I pulled them down, taking them from my hand. she sat on my lap facing me. She put my splif to my mouth. She is fucking crazy sexy as fuck. She tucked her panties in in my pocket leaving the string hanging out. I could see her flower between her legs and she have blossomed for me.
“Can i touch it?” I ask
“it’s yours, do you ask for things you own?” She replied
Rubbing in to her Valley
I hit the splif once more, then go deeper in her valley her flower bloomed nice and big”
“I Love you, Levi it’s true” I whisper
“I know it’s hard to say” she added
“No, it’s not” ……
“I Love you…!”
“Don’t ride to hard, you’ll cum on my black pants” I say
“I’m ready to go then” she said
“really?” I ask
“My babe said she loves me, I need you now” she squeals
“I do love you” I say
She took her shoes off, grabbed my hand an started running. “The car baby, the car” she said the laughter filling the night sky.
“Devon open the car” she yelled twice
On arrival the door is open the music is playing Devon was in the front seat. I have never seen a woman take her close off that fast…
“Babe I’ll get the zipper” I tell her
“No put this on” I said
It’s was my strap, she packed it, without hesitation I tried to put it on, the strap was my way and I needed my way.
“Take you bra off” she said
“Ok” I say quick
She tried to get on top, but no I pinned her down I stroked her a hard as I could, stroke after stroke the next deeper and harder! She opened up for me! Her legs wide, her breast bouncing. I watched as I insert into her, how she cried out for more. My hair draped over her while she threw it back! It was rough and wild I gripped one hand around her neck and squeeze. Her hand rubbing over the one squeezing her never moving it. Her mouth opening, I suck her lips but never stop stroking her. I am in love with feeling love by this woman! Coming back spreading her legs wider lifting on in the air I kiss her up! She’s mine and can fucking feel it burning through my body. She’s fucking mine only mine, I’m stoking so fast she cries out my name so loud the once more!
“I’m I hurting you” I ask
“No,no,no, don’t stop” she grips on to my hips
pulling me in hard.
I pull back off her the push in hard my hand around her throat once again, I stroke her hard with all I have. she gives it back I love this woman shes mine. Me Levi I love her she’s fucking mine, feeling her explode I still can’t stop, she vibrates for a moment then I feel the fire blazing within and I cum releasing all i have to give. She lays in my arms for a moment, my weight falls on top of her!
We look like we were in a fight, how could we go back in the party?
“Baby we’re going back to say bye, we have to” she laughed
She hands me a brush, and a ponytail holder. Her hair was all over how on earth were we going to fix this. She guided me the best she could.
“just brush hard and straight back, don’t be afraid” she said helping me pull the hair back
Looking in the mirror she smiles…
“they are going to know,” she laughed the look on her face she did not care of what anyone thought. We continued to dress, she turned for my assistance with the zipper, similar to how the evening started, I kiss her back slowly. She was the reason my heart was still above water, she had become the reason for my happiness. In turn I was learning to enjoy life in what seemed to be a real and hopeful way.
As we made our way across the field we had earlier ran, I lifted her on my back for a piggy back ride her shoes were left where we were resting on the sofa. We were caught up in the moment, ran off leaving them.
Back at the party, Bethany still enjoying herself and drinks flying all over the place as we entered.
Nikki ran up “well shit where the fuck have you been the past hour?” she said
“fuck it, my fucking boy!” she screamed over the music
“hey sister,” she said then kissed Aya
Spinning her around you hear
Cups Up, by Govana
Aya, whined up her body and here comes Bethany and Nori. They turned up the place, was nice to watch.
“Me a real badman, that’s why she loves me” Aya sung along with the music
Watching her with my family my friends, a vision of what was real became clear. Everything thing life had to offer was at my fingertips.
“Who’s the fairest of them all?” I say to her as she looks herself over. The smile she gives came from within her. I could feel the joy my touch brings to her, as my hands eased around her waist. Softly kissing the middle of her bare back. Her freckles trickle along the spine of her back dancing along her skin. Slowly tracing a pattern down kisses once her once more where the pattern ends. She turns to me ever so slightly, she was astonishing in every way.
“What do you think” she asked while fiddling with the ends of my hair.
Her dress was pink with what looked to be diamonds brushed over it. The dress fit like a glove then draping to the floor. A deep cut down the cleavage, her skin was nicely oiled with a golden mist over her honey colored Complexion. There was a strand hair out of place, drawn back to a ponytail with a part through the middle showing off her defined and high cheekbones.
Looking her in the eyes took my breath away for a moment, however finding the words “you look beautiful” in this fogged brain of mine.
She smirks and softly rolled her eyes, strumming her fingers though my hair while looking into my eyes.
“I have a secret” she whispered in my ear
Followed by a kiss to the cheek, this was I what I believed to be her signature.
“a deep secret” she whispered once more
I could feel the air she blows over my ear after, <<<<<FUCK>>>>> she sexy as fuck.
“What is it babe?” I muttered
“I need you” again she whispers
“I need you too” I reply
Wrapping my arms around her once more, this time pulling her nearer to me. Her hands holding my face she looked at me for a moment then softly kisses my lips, this time different from any time before.
“Levi” she said in a low voice
Before she could say anything more , I replied “I know”
Moving her hands from my face I say to her once more “I know”
Devon had arrived with the car, gathering our things we hurry to the car didn’t want to keep Gabe and Bethany waiting after all it was there night. I help her in the car, she was my queen of England. I also knew I once more avoided the conversation of Love.
The venue was St. Ives Country Club, the car pulled around we were about 20 minutes late. Devon opened the door, once I exiting the car i reach for my lady. Feeling the looks in our direction, this is what happens when your late to a event! She looks in the mirror for a beat, then her hand reaches for me. Her hand was elegant, she stepped out standing to her feet. Seemingly more beautiful than even before, maybe it was the lighting from the lanterns.
Walking up the walk way she looked to me. “You look so handsome, but Levi your face is beautiful” she said
Glancing in her direction I smile, but inward my Sagittarius vibrations were blazing.
This was no cake tasting I had ever seen before. The place was full of faces I hadn’t seen in years, and many faces I had never seen before. Our place setting read “The Okafor’s Levi and Aya” written in Gold over black. Seeing our names that way gave chills, it felt so right. Aya picked it up looking it over then placed it back down. She grabbed my hand, lifting to me I gently kiss it.
Most everyone was seated, Klaus was with Carla her on again off again girlfriend, Nikki was with My sister Nori, and Marlo was not at the table yet and Gabe and Bethany were seated at the head of the table.
Nikki and my sister had been a undercover thing for many years, I knew Nikki loved her and Nori did too. It was nice seeing them together publicly, putting to rest the guessing if Nikki was single. Her online Personna, Nikki the bachelor. Nikki raised her glass in my direction, mouth the words (you look good babe). I nod back in her direction. I had decided on a black look from head to toe, my suit shirt was black with a light pink trim to match Aya’s dress. She had the pink dusted to look like her. Truth was we looked damn good, and to myself I thought. “the baddest bitch in the fucking room belong to fucking me”. Looking down I chuckle, then lightly run my finger down her back then rub lightly over her ass. She leans in to view a picture Klaus was showing on her phone. Everyone was enjoying the evening, chatting and laughing. Bethany makes her way around the table to greet Aya. Aya stands to her feet as Bethany taps her shoulder, and the two beauties hug. Aya stood between my legs her very nice ass in my face I run my hand over it once more, she squeezing my thigh to let her pass.
“Oh my I met you the lovely Bethany” she said hugging her again
“Yes, oh gosh you are more beautiful then Gabe described you” Bethany squealed
“Thank you darling, but this is your night” Aya replied
“you look ever so beautiful this night” Aya added
“glad to meet you, and thank you so much” Bethany said, her voice Full of joy
“It’s good seeing Levi happy” Bethany added, looking to me
Aya extend her hand then brushed my cheek.
“She has captured my heart” Aya said looking away from me to Bethany
“Come on dear let’s go to the restroom, before the show starts.
Aya, whispers to me “I’m going to the with Bethany dear.”
She kisses my cheek, then once more real soft on the lips.
They make their way down the hall arms interlocked.
“Looks like somebody is in love!” Klaus says smiling
“Bethany, is in love too” Gabe laughed
“She couldn’t wait to meet her” Gabe added laughter filled the table
“I see, it’s a good thing right?” I ask
“She hate everything and everyone, yeah it’s fucking phenomenal” Gabe laughed
“Don’t skip what I asked” Klaus laughed
The crowd became loud as I pause before answering.
“Yes… now leave it” I say taking a very large sip of champagne
“Real shit” Gabe said
A tear ran down Nori’s cheek, Nikki wiping her face with the napkin. I have never told a woman I loved her, even in moments when wanted to or needed to. This evening for instance, with Aya. Nori told me for years that I had never known real love, I never admitted that she was right. She knew I was hurting, made sure she stayed away. Hating how much I was hurt and down Nori’s love for me was different, one of blood and family. Always saying she could feel my pain, even while away. Her tear began to form in to crying.
“It’s ok I’m ok now” I say to her, placing my hand in hers
“She’s a good woman” Nikki said to Nori
“This is a happy event, no crying” Marlo said pulling out a chair
Everyone’s attention Except Nikki turns to Marlo.
“You all know Kiana, right” she said as Kiana took the seat she was holding for her
“Hello Kiana, it’s been a while” Carla said
Carla was always the shy type, she wasn’t aware of everything that had been happening. She had been studying broad the past seven months. due to Covid haven’t been able to come home until a week ago.
“Yes, a long while” Kiana said
Kiana gave a death stare across the table…
The table becomes uneasy. Nikki stood to her feet, placing her hand on Nori’s shoulder.
“I hadn’t realized you and Nori were official” Kiana said
“ or should I say public, you were always sleeping together” she added
“None of that we are all family here” Marlo laugh then sitting
Her table card read Marlo and Misty.
“Man what the fuck?” Gabe slams her hand to the table
The room grow quiet, on lookers start to whisper. Again, Gabe pounds the table, this time louder the before. The party became silent, the music stopped. It’s seemed even the servers stopped walking. Gabe’s wrath was clear, you could see the fire in her eyes. As I rise to my feet there they both stood. The woman of the hour and Aya.
“What is going on” Bethany asked
Nikki quickly stood grabbing the host mic “everything is ok, everyone grabs a drink” Nikki said
Slightly out of breath this time “turn the music up” wind leaving her body
“What’s going on babe?” Bethany said again
Nikki hurried to walk Bethany to her seat.
“Answer me Nikki” she Demanded
Aya stood looking confused but still ever so beautiful, The music filled the room. I guess someone asked them to play it louder, The music fill the room like a night club. Nikki, Nori, And Klaus head to the dance floor, to change the vibe. Klaus grabbed Aya as they walked by, we had been friends for so long I knew the queue. Making my way back to the table to get Carla. We all head to the floor the night was young! The party became a party, Nikki had away of making things ok.
The open bar called, we I thought I heard it. Sitting down I realized it had found Gabe and Nikki as well.
“Drinks on me” Gabe laughed
“Shit I fucking know” Nikki said back
“So now to your ass, twiggy” Nikki hit me in the arm
“You ain’t got to say the shit bro, I love her for you!” Nikki add squeezing me
“Fuck, that shit look good on you to” Gabe interjected
Easing her way between my legs, I grab on her ass pulling her closer.
“What looks good on my baby” Aya said, wrapping her arms fully around my neck
“You” Nikki Laughed
“I know, that’s why she’s mine, all mine” Aya said
The drinks were setting in and she was so happy in this moment.
“Aya, Marlo brought Kiana, I would never have disrespected you.” Gabe said
“Don’t bother yourself, I knew she would be here” Aya laugh
“Levi, this Levi is mine I don’t play games about what’s mine” Aya said while her hands hold my face
“Ok ok ok, shit that’s what I’m talking about” Nikki replied her look said it all
“She got me fucked up” Aya snapped
“I assume she’s here for Gabe and Bethany otherwise she will get her feelings hurt” Aya said as she turned to sit on my lap
“There you are” Bethany said as she kissed Aya softly on the lips
“Oh Levi, I love her” Bethany said
“So do I” I say as Bethany kissed my cheek.
Gabe and Nikki bump each other then look at one another. The mood was so high everyone seemed so up lifted and the moment was filled with complete joy.
“I love her Levi” Bethany said as Gabe put her arms around her
“I love her too I promise” I reply
“you better” Bethany said with a glare
The music blaring over the place seemed everyone had made the way to the bar. Nori, hugged me and Aya. I could see Bethany was happy and Gabe was happy she was fucking happy. I used to wonder why she spent so much time making her happy, but now I know.
Back at the table Klaus and Carla had join back with Marlo and Kiana. Kiana had seen the table settings for The Okaffor’s. That all chatted, the vibe was awkward. Everyone was making their way back to the table. The food was being served the number of servers bringing out the food look like something out of a movie. Aya, sat next to Kiana with no hesitation, sitting then immediately drawing her attention to me.
“My baby is fucking fine, and fucking mine” she whispered to me then kissing my lips
Clearly Aya don’t play, I love that shit it was a turn on! Everyone seemed to be enjoying themselves. Drinks being tossed, memories being made, reminiscing on old times. Bethany was happy she was my sister, not by blood but in my heart. This was my family, days like these are what life are about.
Falling to my bed, the fragrance surrounding smelled of her. The perfume she wore with a hint of sex. I had fallen from a dark place, and woken up! The sun was setting on the day. The Sun is beautiful at the moment when the amber starts to break and night begins to fall. The last four months for devastating it would seem like the snap fingers they were over. I had an eaten a full meal so long I could barely remember what it was like.
In this fours month I lost many things, weight, my girlfriend, my sanity, sense of hope, most importantly time. They say plant to seed and watch them grow. My artwork were those seeds, I’ve planted many of them. Lying there I googled my #Artjunki I had over 20,000 tags who me oh my, I couldn’t believe it. Hell, I never thought to check them.
There was a particular photo that stood out to me. #ArtJunkie Mrs. Shepard, it was the first piece I sold after Kiana and I broke up. The piece was called Lost girl, It was posted in my online gallery, I didn’t price it bidding only. Last girl became popular due to its resemblance Kiana, the dreads were made of fire, her skin was made of wood and a total Demonstration being actually a puzzle missing a many piece. It meant something that way and that form.
I don’t believe she’s ever seen it. This piece sold for 3,475 surprising being that it was such a personal piece for me. When I think back on that day I had five pieces up for bidding. Lost girl sold first and fast! Trying not to spend too much time dwelling on the situation. My mind screamed out I needed to know who Miss Shepherd was. To my friends it may have seemed i didn’t care but honestly, I was processing too much at once. My life had flipped upside down and I’m trying to fly right again.
Hell I was still trying to wrap my head around this past week. I saw Kiana and I didn’t give a flying fuck. I haven’t even given it a single thought passed the moment it happened.
Am I a monster?
Am I numb?
Will I regret this?
Fuck it D none of the above!
I’m good on that, recently I saw a post. “If I had to heal from you, then I’m never letting you back in my life!” Author unknown
My feelings in a nut shell.
Nikki: bro when the wedding?
Levi: right around the corner.
Nikki: damn dog I knew your ass was in love! I can’t lie I like her for you.
What the hell is Nikki going on about, here I am thinking she’s talking about Gabe and Bethanys wedding. I’m going to take her on a ride.
Levi: me too…
Nikki: are you all together?
Levi: I want to be.
Nikki: shit that’s real
Nikki: so let me guess you put that shit down on you.
Levi: Aya, is different, but I want her every minute of the day
As the conversation with Nikki continued I realized, I wasn’t taking her out anyway what I was saying was true maybe not the marriage part not yet anyway. All the rest extremely true I wanted to be with her!
Nikki: damn bro that shit sounds nice as hell.
Levi: lol.., yeah
Nikki: tell her, don’t forget you get in your way with love shit. Tell her
Levi: I will I promise this
Gabe: so you in love with her?
Klaus: I’m fucking loving what I’m hearing
Nikki: I had to!
Gabe: tell her!
Nikki: I told her this!
Klaus: did you eat?
Levi: I ate some soup
Gabe: not food? Lmao…
Levi: that too!
Klaus: bro you already have a strong jaw, that shit going to be real Chiseled!
Levi: wait till I get my weight up!
Gabe: if you eating then you fucking,
weight never going up, lil ass!
Nikki: she fine may as well
Gabe: lock her in as the wife soon!
Klaus: yes, do that!
They always knew how to make me laugh, they had been the glue keeping me together when I wanted to give up. Nikki talk so much, but the love we have is the best!
Gabe: Cake tasting Saturday, don’t forget Bethany will kill you!
Nikki: can I bring a date?
Gabe: you got a date? It’s family don’t bring who fucking that night!
Nikki: that’s what you think?
Levi: I’ll be there what time?
Klaus: bring Aya
Gabe: please bring her…
Marlo: I’ll be there
Gabe: Marlo where you been?
Marlo: Working on a new case…
Nikki: Marlo I want to see Misty, yeah we know!
Gabe: Klaus who you bringing
Klaus: you will see!
Marlo: Levi it you want her make sure she knows you want her! People don’t wait forever.
Gabe: Marlo truth in those words
Marlo’s words hit hard, looking at my phone I start think of ways to tell her. Should I invite her over, a call, or text message. We had been out every day since we met.
Levi: Aya, you busy?
Aya: in the bath… but not busy
Levi: are you seeing anyone?
Levi: would you say we are exclusive?
Aya: yes, I think of us as together.
Levi: are you ok with only seeing me?
Aya: your mine now!
Levi: ok, I’m not good with things like this…!
Aya: I’ll teach you how to love, and you’ll never have to worry
Levi: you have plans for Saturday 6p?
Aya: I’ll be with you lol
Levi: yes, Gabe cake tasting for his soon to be wife. I need to bring mine!
Fuck did I just say she was my soon to be wife?
Aya: so I’m your soon to be wife?
Yeah I fucking totally said it…
Levi: yes, I don’t want to date anyone who I don’t see as my wife!
Aya: I understand
Aya: you want to live with me, keep both places but stay in one?
Oh shit this was escalating in hyper speed, fuck I’m just going and going. The next text message we’re gonna have a baby on the way. What the hell I’m I doing?
Levi: do you want to live under the same roof?
Aya: I want to see you daily, so yes
Levi: yes, who’s place?
Levi: I’ll make you keys, then we see from there.
What the fuck I’m I doing? Tell her they say? I’ve said to much! Now we moving in getting married sharing bank accounts and having a baby! I’m crazy as hell, this why I say nothing!
Aya: I have to finish my bath, baby!
Levi: call me on the video let me watch you.
Aya: ok, baby
Aya was into things like that she loved being sexy for me. She made me realize I enjoyed the togetherness she brought to the table. As the phone rang I could feel my heart smiling, let me answer this my wife on the phone. I laughing to myself then answer.
“ I put the phone up high baby so you can see me good” she said
It’s ok, you’re ok, by Bonjr
seeing just a hint of her body coming through the bubbles. Watching her rub soap over her body I relax down in my chair. It became clear she was mine only mine. her thighs, the breast I love so much, every curl on her head, her perfect curves in her shape, and that fat beautiful pussy between her legs. She was washing, me wishing I was the bath sponge gliding across her body. The cold air was making her nipples erect. My locked on her movements she was my goddess, she saved me from the darkness I was feeling. Closing my eyes as the music took over, she had come over me releasing an energy on to me. Was she my wife? Was she what I had been needing? Never been touched so deeply in my life.
My eyes opened, she stands to her feet water rolling over her golden skin. Have fallen in love with Aya? Rising the soap slowly from her body, my VIP seating as she rises the water between her legs one leg up on the side of the tub the water raining down me middle, She begun to vibrate from inside her place deep within . She was beautiful as she released… her body delicate and flowing I need this woman to be my wife! Her arm fell to her side water sprayed all over, She was tired!
“Aya, baby” I whisper
She jumped, I believe she forgot we were on the phone.
“Yes baby” she answered
“Come to me baby, I need to hold you” I asked her
“I need to be in your arms” she said smiling
“ I’ll have Devon bring me” she answered quickly
“Wear that robe” I say pointing
Putting it on she models for me, then slipping her feet into a pair of heels clear with pink sparkles. Was my baby a stripper? It’s ok Come strip for daddy!
Nikki: I need to know….
Levi: what’s up
Nikki: are you ok about seeing Kiana the other day?
Nikki: I want you to be ok…
Levi: bro I’m good, haven’t given Kiana much thought
Nikki: fuck you love her don’t you?
Levi: I took you advice
Nikki: what was that? I say a lot
Levi: bro I told Aya.
Nikki: lunch tomorrow I need details! But she better be your damn woman
Levi: and she is, good night
I feel like it’s a hotline bling going on in my life.
Who is it?….
“ Oh shit” , Aya….
I Hurrying to the door, “coming” I yell
Opening the door Aya is standing there I hadn’t realize the robe was so transparent. I smile so big for two reasons, her very revealing robe and the fact that she had three bags packed. She put the bags down near the door. We can deal with them in the am, motioning for her to come to the other room. Sitting back into the sofa, I immediately feel the warmth of her body against mine, nice having the weight of another against me this was something I had been longing for.
She slept the reminder of the night there on the sofa, as I looked at her an idea came to my mind. Deciding I should draw her, with a clear mind I could give my true expression. She was worldly beautiful the kind people write about books. I wanted to show the soul of the women who laid before me. Reaching down to pull form a place I had visited in years, I was able to capture her. My back pressed against the chair, feeling my toes spared across the bar that ran along the bottom of the chair the steal was cold against the bottom of my foot. I wish I could trap this moment in my mind, trying to wrap her in to my memory. Kiana use to dance in the corner of my mind, with every moment passing with Aya, Kiana became a blur.
The canvas had transformed, I caught her truth. Or maybe It was my own truth being reveled. For so long resided in the shadows while allowing her to shine. Mild obsession she was my first love, my only love until now. Seeing the new I realize maybe love was never what I had been in. I finished the nape of her valley, with little effort. Now I could eat.
Chapter 7 on the way
Thank you Devon…. She waved
He closed the door…
Her driver wasn’t a traditional style driver no black suit, but dress well nevertheless. It was dark inside the truck style limo, she across from me.
“I gave him instructions to ride far out, i’ll let him know when you’re ready to turn around and come back towards the city.” Is that ok she asked?
“Yes, I want to talk to you” I replied
Aya, took her shoes off then crossing her legs in the seat.
“About what dear?” She said
“ you, about you” I reply
“Anything you want to know” she smiled
“Then can we kiss me?” She added
“Yes, I’ll kiss both set of your lips” i whisper
She gripped her legs tight, my answer wasn’t what was expected.
Aya told me of her life, she works in marketing and foreign trade. She told me about how she Started down this path at a young age 20. Prior to her first marriage, She and Her ex were divorced for the better part of four years now. This was the only relationship she’s ever known. I was more shocked she was married to a man, because that’s what everyone expected of her. She was 32, born on June 27th. Aya, explained how he first sexual encounter was a girl in high school by that name of Tori. She allowed Tori to finger her During a school play in the auditorium, one finger, then two fingers. It felt so good she said they went to the bathroom to finish. She told me how she sat across her lap and she fingered her till she came. Not knowing what that even meant at the time. Only that it felt so fucking good.
Then again in collage she dated a girl, this was Dee she was more of a tomboy type. They were mates for the better part of two years. She spoke of their life’s in detail. She loved Dee, I could tell She didn’t tell me of sex with her and careful of the details. Only they had physical altercation, During this time she met her husband, her husband knew she was a lesbian. He didn’t care to much, because she was Beautiful, I’m assuming this much.
So She talk of one relationship, being her husband. I asked her of sex with him, she spoke of it like nothing I’ve ever heard. They were married 4 years and she didn’t have sex only the once. They live in different places, as he I knew they would.
“I used my fingers for myself” she whispered
“Now I want my kisses” she added
I extended my hand, she placed her hand in mine. I gently tug on her to come to me, she didn’t move.
“You want me to come to you” I asked
“Yes” she answered
“Don’t keep me waiting” she whispered
I didn’t kiss her, first pulling her dress over her head. Tossing it to the floor, her award-winning breast bouncing in my face, I smiled from a different place deep in my core. I knew she had a passion for kissing, I avoided kiss her at all… instead I push her legs apart my finger tip ran up her middle, feeling the breathing change to panting. Her panties gold with a tied bow Badly I wanted to rip them off. I could feel her reaching to kiss me. I refused her, placing the palm of my hand on her vagina I could feel her press back she was ready. Rubbing my finger around the outline of her panty.
Again she reaches for me, this time lightly bite the inner part of her thigh.
She flinched so again then kissing the outer skin of her panty line. I feel they are in the way, I take them off her. Then finally I kiss her finally spreading her lips as I kiss her pussy lips deeper. She was easy to wet, I feel her start to flow. Her legs became wider, she pulled my shirt over my head. My shorts had already start down, stopping to get them off. I kiss her stomach, up to her mouth as I kiss her I penetrate her with my fingers. She cried out, grabbing me closer she opened up for me more than before. The deeper I went the move she ran down on me. Her lips never leaving mine, she started rubbing her clit as add one more, three was the magic number. Deeper inside her I go so wet Needing her on top. she obliges me three still inside she throws it back I suck her nipple. Aya, puts her hand down my boxers she could feel how wet I was, her fingers feel around she looks me in the directly in the eye, her lips say “your mine” and her finger goes in my hole over and over her thump on my clit same time. She Moans loud like cry she starts to Cum on my fingers. I’m taken over, I rub out for her clit. Aya, continues push in and out.
I hear her “can I kiss it?”
I don’t answer, then I feel the warmth of her lips on my clit and fuck it feel good. Her tongue with the sucking. I cum so hard my teeth chatter.
Nude on my lap she sits, I love her breast the nipples dip upward. Fucking perfect I grip one in my hand. Then touch that fat pussy once more.
“You are mine now” I say
“ I had better be” she replied
“Put it in me” she said
“Need my strap” i mutter
“Not with me you don’t, I want you” she said kissing my lips
“How will you ride me like the other day” I ask
“I’m ride you better, cum harder for you” she moaned my fingers inside her again
“I watch you bounce on me, how could you without it?” I ask
“ I was riding you not the strap making love to you and I always will.” She moaned this time louder
“Let me show you” she cried out
We made love the rest of the night in one way or another. Thinking to myself were did we drive to what time is it? We talked for what seemed to be hours. She laid in my arms till we returned to the city.
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