Fucked

You ever been warned of the situation, but due to your own ignorance you go ahead?

Let’s just say in the recent turn of events I’ve done just that.

You know when your friend get together and they say ”don’t trust him girl” but you do it anyway!

He seems different with me, I tell myself!

He told me the truth about himself!

Admitting his flaws, and how he’d have to work harder to be with me!

So against the council of all of my friends, i decided to go forward….

And I let him in, one step at a time!

How can I have been so naive, making such a foolish mistake?

I’ve avoided target after target, somehow he made it through!

Rendering me helpless, weak, blind to the facts!

Wanting to see past all of what I knew to be true!

Down a dark road of loneliness!

It’s my weakness visible to all and I just don’t know it?

Or am the fool? To be played over?

When being dealt the hands of life I seem to fall short…

The love department is not only the hardest one for me its also the one I stay away from…

Turning me cold and dark!

Smile honey, they say but they don’t know the hurt I feel.

The pain he have caused me! Year after year I find myself lost!

Know where closer then the day I started as just a teen!

Never having true love in my life!

Never being the object of any ones affection…

am I not capable of being loved by another!

Used and disregarded seems to be what they plan for me…

Why is this the hand I was given?

I ask over and over!!!!

Why… Should take the advice of my girlfriends?

I wanted to take the road less traveled…

The road of hope for something better!

It’s shakey but I thought it would smooth out!

So tell me why I get Fuck for believing?

Fucked for trusting?

Fucked for loving?

Fucked for giving?

Fucked for welcoming?

Fucked for opening up?

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Incredible

Trust issue ⚠️

Level up level up to the next realm, or are you all smoke a mirrors!

Blow smoke in the air watch as it dissipates, I see past that iorn mask, . Louis the Great’s father…

I see the man who birth the sons unto the Red Queen!

No need in painting me this Picasso, I’m interested in the amateur art form…

It’s time we do a changing of the guard, back to the unknown.

See you in the raw form!

Are you ready to be Incredible?

Walk the path set aside for you by the gods that walk the earth before you?

Most would rather walk with the ones dimming the lights at the tunnel.

Afraid to take things to the next level!

Look me in my eyes, I’ll have you feeling the King you are!

Don’t worry, ”I know your acting!”

I’ll teach you how to show off your talents!

I’ll have them glimpse upon you, but dare not speak you!

The balance of true power… You have found your energy source!

Who that? It is me and it will be you!

Don’t get quiet… most others try to play the MC!

I love the roar of Leonidas, the tumble of tigers the dance of beast!

You are afraid, you don’t want to fall in love with an amberlin type, don’t be fooled about what you have heard!

The truth has spoken….

She was incredible!

Now where were we?

You were having trust issues!

NO REGULAR

Don’t want no regular Fuck…

Fuck it up we not innocent… ”turning in the back”

Ready to back it up!

Fuck him till he can’t take no more, I go can forever!

I can see I drive him crazy!

He put it deep in, so I grab on pushing him deeper in the valley!

Want him to fuck it up!

No pushing back, open up take it!

Grab up on my ass, as you ride up on him.

Hands around her throat as he gets his pattern going!

No stopping now!

Bites down her back, till red come through!!

Throw back hard, show him you are in control!

Don’t want no regular Fuck!

He loves the way you whine on it!

Take it so hard, feels like you sucking him!

Blowing him more and more with each stroke ”BAD GYAL”

Give him something you can’t fake!

You want to be his freak…

Focus on what he wants!

Kiss with his mouth open, bite on him bottom lip!

Taking the air from his body!

Fuck him phenomenally

Time to drive on it…

Bites on the nipple!

He love way you ride on it…

Stroke for stroke till he explodes!

Vibration between your thighs..

”BAD GYAL”

The Fall

How do I tell you I’m lonely?

How to I find the love I desire?

Is there a song I can sing to show you how to love me?

Have you learn to love?

Is it to much to ask for love in and out of this world?

I ask you, can you love me?

Is this to much for one to ask?

I want to float in the ocean!

I need something to fill up this space!

The empty dark place in my heart!

I want to fall in love!

I ask myself how to love?

When I just learn to love myself…

What can I say, I need to fill up this place in my heart?

I’m sinking in this world!

I need to fall fall hopelessly in love with other!

I’m just wondering if I can I love!

I need to learn how to how to love!

I don’t want regular everyday love!

Where you stay on my mind like glue!

Where is the will that I need to get the astronomical type love?

I won’t tell you no anymore!

I need to fill up this place!

Where did find the strength to fall in love!

Why am I still wondering?

Faded

Listen to the most recent episode of my podcast: Faded https://anchor.fm/monroe-carter/episodes/Faded-e37llr

Enchanted

Listen to the most recent episode of my podcast: Enchanted https://anchor.fm/monroe-carter/episodes/Enchanted-e2u071

Perfection

To love in fear is to never love. I found myself, on the road to my own success! You may lose people along the way. Time may stand still if you stay on it for too long. We are fanatical in our way. We are designed by God himself, without imperfections in his sight. Only man finds these imperfections. Seeing one another as flawed, only in mankind do we lose our value! Love of God reveals the true love of self and others. Finding our perfection in what others see as imperfections is the truth!